Everyone asks what goes through my head when i hear your name,
it depends on the day honestly.
One day it could be; i miss that boy so much.
Or it could be; he broke my heart and i hate him.
But i have realized, i couldn't ever hate you.
I can't hate you.
They expect me to
But i physically can't
So i lie to them to make them happy
It kills me inside
But it makes them happy.
But what really goes through my head when someone says your name
is all the memories and all the times we've said i love you,
the future i want with you
its always been you and it will always be you
no matter what
you will always be the love of my life
i don't wanna lose you
