I miss you
I know i shouldn't but i do
i miss everything about you
i miss how your brown eyes glittered overtime we spoke
i missed how your laugh sent echoes through my ears
i miss how your voice calmed me but also made me so excited at the same time
i miss hearing your voice get a higher pitch when you talked about something you love
i miss being something you loved
i miss how you'd say goodbye to me every single day after school
how you'd call me beautiful never hot like the old guys
i honestly don't think anyone i'll ever meet will ever measure up to you but i guess they'll have to tho
because even tho i miss you deeply i could never have you back
because deep down i know that you hurt me more than anyone else and even tho you make me smile the most you've also made me cry the most
so if I'm being honest even if you ever want me back
i'd have to push you away
because honestly i don't think i could survive you again
