Without You (ft. MB & Omg Girls) girlxgirl

Chapter 28

Tori

Black. That's all I seen was black. I can't see shit! I couldn't even open my eyes and see. I can't even move!! Damn what the hell's wrong? Ughh. I guess I was too tired.

I heard a door open and close but still couldn't open my eyes. I just layed there motionless while I waited on whoever it was to speak.

?? ; My baby girl....*sniffles*

Momma?

Mom : Hey my sweet pea. My beautiful baby.

I heard her cry a little. I wanted to hug my Momma. She's a big piece of me along with Drew and Zonnique. I can't stand to see her cry. But I couldn't. -.-

Mom : I can't believe this happened to you. Why do you even be in stuff like this?

What she meant like that? I mean I haven't told her what I was doing. That will break her for real.

Mom : Drew told me everything Victoria. The drug business and you making money off of drugs and guns. Honestly, if you was awake, I would've put your ass back in another coma for doing that shit. I raised you better than this!   

Somehow I'm happy I wasn't moving and awake then. Cause she WILL do that shit. No lie.

Mom : But now, I don't care about that anymore. I just want you alive and awake.

I felt a kiss on my head. I really wanted to wake up nooow!

Mom : I love you my baby. I hope you wake up soon.

Before I heard the door close, I heard her cry even more. I really felt bad for not telling my moms. She's the one that stuck by me when I told her I liked girls. And I'll never forget that. Age 16. Sophomore year in high school. But that's another story for another time. 

I heard the door open and close again. Whoever it was they playfully nudge my cheek and sighed. Lawd. It was either Paris or Keke.

?? : Tori I should kick yo ass for not getting up yet.

Paris.

Paris : I mean come on girl! You a freaking survivor! A true ride or die bitch. A true thug. Don't make this one be your last bae.

Now if I was awake, I'll roll my eyes at her cause she would've probably told me the same speech only different. I just listened some more.

Paris : But on a real boo. The crew out there worrying about you. Momma G is in tears. And Zonnique is literally spazzing out without you.

Bruh my heart skipped a beat when she said her name. My baby. She must've heard the monitor too cause she laughed a little.

Paris : Aww. Your heart skipped a beat when I said her name.

If only I was up to flip Paris off and rolled my eyes then told her to shut up.

Paris : See now if you was up now you would've flipped me off and rolled your eyes then told me to shut up then. *laughs*

Damn she knew me so well!

Paris : But on a real Tori. Don't leave us yet hon. We want you to still be here. The crew will be nothing without you telling us what to do.

I felt her touch on my cheek then the door opening and closing. Damn this shit they telling is getting real.

On and on I heard everybody telling me how they feel or what would happen without me. I would've been crying mad tears cause of the shit they said. And I HARDLY cry around people. In my room now was Ray. He was finishing up on what he was talking about.

Ray : I hope you pull through sis. Even though you my sister from another mother you still my Fam. And I'll always be there for you. I love you girl. 

He kissed my cheek. I was gonna say cause a LOT of people kissed me on the head. Geez.

He finally left leaving me alone and waiting on my next visitor to come. And I think my last. I know exactly who it was too.

The door opens and I hear a small gasp. After a while the door shutting. I wanted to smile and see her beautiful eyes again. 

?? : Hey baby.

Zonnique Jailee Pullins. My baby. My everything.

Zonnique : Um....*sighs and starts crying*

I wanted to hug her so much. It hurts hearing her cry. I don't like my princess and my Queen crying. It hurts a lot to see the people you love cry. I then listened to what she had to say.

Zonnique : I...I can't believe you did that. I am so sorry that I put you through this.

Put me through what? I took the bullet for you. I love you baby. I didn't want nothing to hurt you. It was my choice. Its not your fault.

Zonnique : It may not be my fault but....I feel like it is. I miss you.

I miss you too baby girl.

Zonnique : Please don't leave me. I need you here. With me.

I'll never leave you. I'll be there with you until the end of time. I love you baby.

Zonnique : The doctors said that the bullet punctured your heart and had eternal bleeding.....Tori I don't want you to go. I don't want you to die on....on me! I pray you live. Don't go to the light yet Victoria. I don't want you to go. *sniffs*

I'm not going anywhere baby. I promise you that. I'm not leaving you. I'm not leaving period. You mean so much to me. I cannot and will not hurt you or leave you. I promise you that.

I then felt Zonnique kissing my head. A tear dropped on my cheek. I could feel it roll down my cheek and onto the pillow under me. She then continued. 

Zonnique : I love you so much Tori. I love you so much it hurts. I can't live without you by my side. I can't eat without you. I can't sleep without you. I can't even breathe without you Tori. Please don't leave me.

I just want to get up and hold her. Why the FUCK I CAN'T GET UP!? I wanna see her! Touch her. Kiss her. Everything. I wanna look at my baby's eyes and tell her I ain't leaving.

I felt a kiss on my hand. Zonnique! I love you! I love you so much!

Zonnique : I love you Victoria. I will stay with you by your side until you wake up. I'm not leaving you again. I will be back here later with some clothes. *pecks my head* I love you.

I love you too baby. My everything. My love. My heart. I then heard the for open and close. I have the most loving and beautiful girlfriend in the fucking world. I love her so much I can't describe the feeling. She's been finding a way to my heart since day one and ever since then its gotten stronger and bigger.

I just decided to sleep. Hopefully, I'll wake up soon and kiss Zonnique all damn day.

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Aww. So sweet and sad a little. Well what's gonna happen?? Let's see......

Xoxo