Not with a Fizzle, But with a Bang (The Bang Series #1)

Chapter 19

I should have known better than to agree to shop with him. Christian Clark is very picky. Even pickier than me.

I was going through a rack when he says, "Why do you keep passing the red ones?"

I look at him like he's crazy, "I have red hair, I am not wearing red."

He looks at me like I'm the crazy one, "Red's hot."

I shake my head, "No way."

He pouts, "Just try one on. Please."

I look at him as he tugs on my arm and deepens the pout, his blue eyes practically glowing, "Fine, I'll try it on. But that does not mean I agree with you."

Twenty minutes later I'm in the dressing room and I've tried evey dress I had picked out, on. I slip the red dress on, "Need help zipping it?" he asks.

I sigh and open the door, he grins in the mirror and steps up behind me, "I told you red is hot."

I look up and meet his eyes as he zips up the dress, it hugged every curve I had. He smirks as I take it in, "It's not too bad. But I still don't like wearing red."

He rolls his eyes and places his hands on my hips, "You look hot."

I roll my eyes in response, "Oh and what do I usually look like?"

He smirks and moves my hair off my neck, breathing into my ear he says, "You always look hot, but this looks amazing on you, and I have a proposition."

I look up at him curiously, "And what would that be?"

He presses his lips together and steps in front of me, looking down he says, "You don't like being a virgin right?"

My eyes widen, "Not particulary."

He nods and cups my chin, "Have you kept it for a reason or just not been comfortable enough with anyone?"

I shrug, "I didn't feel like losing it to some guy who thought he owned me or thought I owed it to him."

He hesitates, "Would you give it to me?"

My eyes widen, "Christian..."

He shakes his head, "Just listen to me, I know it's frusterating. And if you're truly interested in a dominant submissive relationship you'll never find a dom who will take a virgin. There's too much risk. But if you want to learn, I'll play."

I gulp and he takes the opportunity to press his body against mine, "Just think about it Emerson. I care about you, I don't want anything bad happening to you, and after seeing the way Will reacted to you, you could get yourself in a lot of trouble. Especially with that body of yours."

I bite my lip and look up at him, "But I don't want...you know my first time."

He shakes his head, "It would just be plain vanilla baby. I wouldn't do that to you your first time. Your first time needs to be gentle."

I look up at him surprised and he chuckles at my expression, "No toys. I promise."

i gulp, "And no bondage?"

He shakes his head, "And no bondage. Nothing, just you and me. I promise."

I nod, "Okay."

His eyes darken slightly as he grins, "Really?"

I nod, "Yes."

He kisses my cheek and titls my chin up as he says, "You're going to be happy you said yes. Now will you please get that dress? I really want to rip it off of you later."