TURNED OUT

Chapter 23

Amber Pov:

It's crazy how things work out but I have do what's right for me. Some times I wish I never meet the people that I did. Then I look back on it and release I wouldn't me without them. My dad was right I should have left that thug alone because this not life I wanna live. Plus I'm not in love with Kid no more so theirs nothing causing me to stay.

I wanna move on find love and do childish shit. I wasn't expecting Kid to be home today but when he got home I decided to just tell him. Be honest about how I felt and what's going in my life. To tell him that I'm leaving him and moving on. Although before I could go talk to him he came trying talk me. I was in shock but I decided to suck it up.

" Amber what's going on with you," Kid asked.

" Just let me put Drew down for night and let's talk downstairs," Amber said laying Drew in his crib and shutting the door.

" Now what the fuck is up with you because acting like straight bitch. You don't want me to touch you and you distance as hell Amber," Kid said.

" Listen theirs no easy way to say this but I'm not in love with you anymore Kid," Amber said letting tear drop down her face.

" Wait....hold up.....what you said," Kid asked getting pissed off.

" I'm sorry Kid I'm so so sorry but I'm not in love with you anymore I don't wanna be with you anymore," Amber said.

" Bruh......I cant believe words coming out your mouth right now.....what fuck you mean," Kid asked punching wall hard as hell creating big ass hole.

" I'm sorry I'm hurting you right now Kid I'm so sorry. If I could change this I would I would take all the pain I'm causing but I can't do this. I can't pretend to be in love you it's not -," before she could finish Kid cut her off.

" ITS NOT FAR THATS WHAT YOU WAS ABOUT TO SAY HUH. ITS NOT FUCKING FAR YOU MOTHER OF MY SON AND TRYING LEAVE ME. ITS NOT FAIR HE GONE HAVE GROW UP IN BROKEN HOME. ALTHOUGH IFS ALL ABOUT YOU DO YOU THINK ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOUR SELF BITCH," Kid asked screaming.

" I'm sorry Kid but it ain't gotta be like that I'm moving to Tennessee. You can still see Drew whenever you want but I'm moving with my aunt and I'm going college their. My son doesn't need grow up in world with daddy drug dealer," Amber said only to be cut off by Kid chocking the hell out of her.

"K....KID.....STOP..I....I..CANT....BREATHE....
PLEASE," Amber screamed as Kid finally let her fall to the ground.

" Get your shit and get the fuck out but you not taking my damn son," Kid said walking away.

" That's my son too Kid," Amber screamed to him as he walked upstairs.

After the whole thing went down with Kid I made the hardest decision of my life. I know Kid was never going let me take Drew so I went and packed my things. Honestly I didn't wanna bring my son anyways I don't want him. He fucked my life up and I wish I never had him. I wasn't meant to be mother it's not my life our style.

I Packed all of my things and I loaded them into my car, when I was done I tired talk Kid. Although he wouldn't come out Drew room so I decided to write letter. When I finished I left the letter on the table and got in my car and drove away. I hope that one day they both can forgive me but I'm not ready to be mom. I still have so much to live for and it's not the thug life.