TURNED OUT

Chapter 24

Kid Pov

Right now my head so fucked up I don't know what to do right now. I'm G but this shit hurt me to core not just because me but because of my son. I can't believe his mom would just walk out his life like that. She straight up bitch for that one and I swear on god I'll hurt Amber if I find her.

How hell you gone have baby and just leave him. I'm tired Amber always playing the Innocent girl. She knew what the hell she was doing and I never once took advance of her. Lord forgive me for saying it but she had every chance not have my baby but she did anyway.

Now she just wanna up and leave not just me but him her own son. I know what it's like to grow up with out mother because my mom died due cancer when I was six. My dad had me out here in these street every since. Still tell this day my dad behind bars for murder he didn't do. Then she got nerves to leave letter that says:

Dear Keith,

Please don't hate me and I hope you understand but I can't do this. I'm not in love with you and I don't wanna be mother. I never wanted kids I'm sorry to say this but at first it seam easy. Although you being away I realize how hard it is and how I don't wanna do it. With figuring that out my love for you faded and I no longer loved you. Sorry not sorry I wanna live my best life and y'all not part of it. My dad was right I shouldn't have fucked drug dealer. Hopefully when he's older I'll get meet him until then goodbye.

~ Amber

That letter she left me was bunch bullshit I swear I'll kill that bitch if I find her but she's long gone. I traced the car and she sold it to guy for $30,000 dollars. When I saw she she sold car I checked my safe in house and she took $50,000 dollars out safe too. I got someone to trace the flights and theirs no sign of Amber getting on plane.

She knew I could track her down if she used her real name. Plus she lied about going to aunt in Tennessee her mom said she doesn't have sister neither does her dad. Honestly tho fuck her and that bitch better not ever come back. I'm not looking for her no more I shouldn't have track you down to be mother.

I hope she get everything she's looking for in life. I'm raise my son to be man and that bitch bet no ever try come back.  I had tell crew what's going on sooner or later so I grabbed my son and walked to August and Dream house where everyone was for cook out today. Sorry that I'm have spoil the mood for everyone.

" What's up Kid where's Amber," Dream asked smiling.

" That's what I got to talk about were crew at," Kid asked.

" Kentrell and Cherish outside the twins in room downstairs sleeping if wanna lay lil man down. August and Plug out back to Kid with Adrian," Dream said shutting door behind him.

I decided to go lay Drew down too then I walked outside. August and Kentrell was smoking blunt and Dream was sitting by pool with girls. I got something to tell y'all Amber left I just blurred out.

" What where she went to store," Cherish asked.

" No like she packed all her shit up and stole money from me and left her son in middle night gone," Kid said taking blunt from August and smoking it.

" OMG you serious," Dream asked walking to Kid.

" Don't believe me here," Kid said taking second puff and passing Dream the letter she wrote.

Dear Keith,

Please don't hate me and I hope you understand but I can't do this. I'm not in love with you and I don't wanna be mother. I never wanted kids I'm sorry to say this but at first it seam easy. Although you being away I realize how hard it is and how I don't wanna do it. With figuring that out my love for you faded and I no longer loved you. Sorry not sorry I wanna live my best life and y'all not part of it. My dad was right I shouldn't have fucked drug dealer. Hopefully when he's older I'll get meet him until then goodbye.

~ Amber

" I'm sorry Kid I honestly don't know what day," Dream said passing the note to August.

" You want us to try to find her we can do that," August said passing note to Plug.

" I already did she sold car I bought her took money out my safe and left. I traced the phone the number been disconnected it is what it is fuck it," Kid said smoking blunt.

" That's some straight up bullshit," Plug said passing paper to Cherish.

" I can't believe she did this I mean to leave you one thing but to leave your child that's harsh," Cherish said passing paper to Adrian.

" I couldn't imagine leaving my baby behind with no body I would have straight heart attack," Adrian said giving paper back Kid.

" You not alone Kid you got us and we going make sure Drew grow up with love and knowing people love him," Dream said.

" Yeah son my nephew gone be straight we going make sure he got everything you know that," August said.

" Yeah we help too his aunt Cherish can be fun one," Cherish said turn for lighten mood.

" Yeah he still gone grow up with all his cousins he got mad love," Kentrell said.

" Boys umm I think Kid could blow some steam off so why don't y'all go out and I'll keep Drew for couple days." Dream said.

" You sure Dream," Kid asked.

" Yeah I'll watch him just get yourself together I'll keep him as long as you need me too Amber straight up bitch for this one and I'll never forgive her," Dream said.