Recap;
Jack's J's POV
To be completely honest I'd go through countless beatings to get the soft, cuddly Jack back. I know he's gunna be back soon, as long as I don't make him mad anymore. I just stayed quiet until he did something that made me smile. Jack picked me up, bridal style, and laid me on the bed. He kissed me softly and of course I kissed back. These were the moments I longed for. A small smile forced its way to my lips. He climbed on top of me and deepened the kiss. I would move away but my body was on fire so I just stayed still and let him do whatever he wanted to be. I just closed my eyes and before I knew it, my pants were down and so were his. I guess you could say that he was raping me but just remember that it isn't rape if we both wanted it. I mean I might not have known at the time that I wanted it but ya'know I still did. If I looked back on this moment I would've smiled because he actually cared about me enough to make love to me.
I love Jack and Jack loves me. This is the Jack I fell in love with. I'd do anything to have him with me all the time.
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Hayes POV
In the middle of my little sob session I decided to call Aaron and give him a piece of my mind. It was at the 2nd ring when he finally answered.
"Hey ba-" Aaron started to say but I cut him off.
"Don't call me babe. Or bae or whatever the f~ck you were gunna say." I snapped. "Why don't you love me? Is it because I said no to having sex that one time or...?" I felt myself let out a quiet sob. I heard Aaron let out a sigh and I let even more tears stream down my face.
"Hayes... I-I just don't feel that way about you." Aaron said slowly.
I felt like I was about to die. He doesn't love me. I did everything right and he has the f~cking nerve to say that.
"Why don't you love me?!" I screamed into the phone. "I make myself so d~mn easy to love! Just for you! I do anything you want!"
I heard Aaron let out another sigh. "Hayes... Are you drunk right now?" Hr asked slowly.
I nodded even though he couldn't see me. "I mean maybe..." I whispered into the phone while letting out small whimpers.
Aaron sighed into the phone once again and let out a tiny groan. "Alright. Uh don't do anything stupid, I'll be over at your house soon." He said before hanging up.
I threw my phone on the ground and started sobbing loudly. Why doesn't he love me? I've done everything he's wanted! F~ck I even swallowed just for him. I started throwing everything in sight, not caring about the mess I was making. Tears blurred my vision and sobs filled my ears. I hated that I loved Aaron when I knew that he only wanted me for sex. That was all anyone ever wanted me for.
I shook my head of the thought and wiped my eyes hard, trying to stop my stupid, pathetic, weak tears. I heard the door open and close and I get out a long groan. Why did he come so d~mn early? I walked out of my room and to the banister looking over the door. I looked down to see Aaron's beautiful dark brown eyes starring up at me. Aaron walked up to me and pulled me into a hug. I didn't know what to do so I just stood there awkwardly. When he pulled away I slapped him hard. He looked at me with a 'What the actual f~ck?!' look.
"I could punch you right now! What's wrong with you! You can't just do that to me! Can't you see that your killing me!" I screamed not even caring who heard.
Aaron pulled me into my room and shut the door. He pushed me onto my bed then. sat beside me. "Listen Hayes I like you as a f~ck buddy. That's it. I thought we had an understanding..." He whispered.
I kicked him in the head. Aaron turned around and slapped me. I guess I deserved it but that didn't matter right now. "You don't think I know that?! It's hard okay? Not being able to make you see me the way I see you..." I mumbled not really wanting to talk about it anymore.
Aaron pulled me onto his lap and kissed me lightly. Of course I kissed back because that's just in my nature. He deepened it and I let out a light moan. He turned us around so I was laying on the bed and he was on top of me. I forced a smile onto my face before reaching my arms around his neck and pulling him in for another kiss.
Soon we were both just in our boxers. I knew we were about to f~ck. I went to my nightstand and grabbed some lube before coming back and sitting down. I handed the lube to him and slide my boxers off. I laid on my back and opened my legs wide so he'd have enough room to get in between them.
Aaron crawled in between my legs and started prepping me. He spread some of the cold lube on 2 fingers before pushing both of them in my hole. I let out a light whimper and tightened around him. Aaron smiled a bit and leaned down and started kissing me lightly. I couldn't help the small blush that formed on my cheeks as I relaxed and his fingers went deeper. After he prepped me he pulled his fingers out and pulled his boxers off and let his c~ck spring free. He pulled me a little closer and thrusted into me without warning.
I let out a sharp gasp that soon turned into a moan. I guess that was a sign to Aaron because he started speeding up and going harder instantly. I could barely think straight. Black and white spots clouded my vision. He gripped onto my arms tightly and started pounding harder. I let out a broken moan. I could feel my stomach turning into knots, but I didn't want this to end so soon. Too bad my c~ck had different plans and I came with a moan.
"F~ck babe I'm so close." Aaron grunted before pulling out and grabbing my head and forcing his c~ck down my throat. I let out a staggered breath before sucking the best that I could. I knew he was close when he started thrusting into my mouth. I tried to keep still but when he hit my gag reflex for the 10th time I tried to move because I felt like I was about to vomit. Aaron held onto my head tighter then pushed me all the way down on his dick and came down my throat. I swallowed it all and when he let my head go I immediately pulled off and glared at him. Aaron was already getting on his clothes. I reached for my boxers and put them on. Aaron was heading down the stairs when I started to follow him.
As he was walking down I whispered, "I love you." before closing the door.
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