MONDAY
Jack J's POV
I woke up to a loud alarm ringing throughout the room. I sighed and was about to get up when pain shot through my whole body. I didn't want to make any trouble since I turned to see Jack's arms around my waist. I sighed and gently shook him awake. Those soft brown eyes that I fell I love with fluttered away and I smiled widely.
"Hey babe. It's time to wake up. We have school." I said softly while removing his arm with a smile.
I got up out of bed and went to start the shower up. I stripped all of my clothes off and got in. Jack always walked in on me when I was in the shower so I could take care of his morning wood so it didn't surprise me when I saw the door opening. He smiled at me and stripped off his boxers and stepped in. I was about to get on my knees when I saw that it was already gone. My eyes furrowed and I looked up at Jack to see tears in his eyes.
I followed his gaze to my body and sighed. "It's okay Jack really. We need to go soon." I mumbled and he pinned me to the wet shower wall.
I was surprised when Jack's lips softly collided with mine almost as if he was afraid to kiss me. So me being the loving boyfriend that I am, I kissed him back with ease. When Jack pulled away I was more than disappointed. I didn't want the moment to end.
"I'm so sorry baby. This won't happen again I promise." He whispered against my neck. I resisted the strong urge to roll my eyes. I just smiled and nodded.
"It's alright Jack. I believe you." I kissed him one last time before getting out and drying off. Then I pulled out my makeup kit and covered the bruises on my face and neck and the hand prints on my arms. I could see Jack starring at me through the fog and that kind of made me uncomfortable so I quickly got finished and left the bathroom.
When Jack was done in the shower I was already done eating my daily Apple and was ready to go. It took Jack 20 minutes to get ready. It was already 7:40 and it took 20 minutes to get there from his house. It was probably going to take me even longer to get there because he drops me off 5 minutes away so we don't get seen together. I hate it but if it makes Jack happy then I'll do it.
It was a pretty silent drive to school unless you count Jack rapping along to Lil Wayne. I would never have the heart to tell him but he is the worst rapper I have ever heard. He's better at singing but he says that singing is only for girls and fags.
I know. It doesn't make sense to me either.
When we were at my stop I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek before jumping out with my bag on my shoulder and heading to school. It took longer than usual to get there but I defiantly wasn't expecting to see Matt, Nash, and Shawn waiting for me at the door of hell.
I gave them a nervous wave and they all just looked at me...worried? I really don't have the time for this. Matt pulled me all the way to the back of the school with the others hot on our trail. I was more than scared for two reasons, 1) we were skipping school and 2)this is where the popular crew hangs out sometimes. I really didn't need to get a beating today. I don't think my body can take anymore.
We sat down in a circle and I was getting tired of the silence. "What's going on?!" I groaned annoyed.
Nash spoke up, "What happened at the party Jack?" He was looking down the whole time so I couldn't see any emotions on his face.
I just shrugged, "um I don't really remember. I drank a lot that night."
"I thought you told me that Jack doesn't like it when you drink?" Nash questioned.
I cursed. I hated that Nash had such a clear memory. So I came out with the half truth.
"I had sex with Jack." I mumbled and then looked up at the rest of them.
Matt was crying, Nash was unreadable ,and Shawn was crying. Was I the reason for this? Did I make them sad? Tears welled up in my own eyes and I sniffled. "What's going on?" I demanded through sniffles.
Matt sighed and spoke up for the first time through this whole thing. "S-Shawn saw some things a-and we just want y-you to be o-okay." He sniffled.
I just kind of stayed silent through the little thing until I realized what they were talking about. No. No. No. Fuck no. This is not happening right now. No. Just no.
"I'm fine. Nothing ha-" I was cut off by Shawn.
"HE WAS ON TOP OF YOU! YOU WERE BARELY CONSCIOUS AND YOU HAD SO MANY BRUISES!" He cried out.
Everyone was taken back by Shawn's outburst. I looked around to see that no one was around and sighed in relief. I'm not about to go through this again. I will not go through this again.
"He loves me and I love him." Is all I said before leaving them. I wouldn't just stay there and let them trash talk me and Jacks relationship. Jack loves me and I love him. That's all. That's all I care about.
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Do you think Jack handled that well? I don't think so but ya'know... Whatevas. Can't go back now ;)
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