Messed Up Love. (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter Twelve

Recap;

Jack's POV

Everyone was taken back by Shawn's outburst. I looked around to see that no one was around and sighed in relief. I'm not about to go through this again. I will not go through this again.

"He loves me and I love him." Is all I said before leaving them. I wouldn't just stay there and let them trash talk me and Jacks relationship. Jack loves me and I love him. That's all. That's all I care about.

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Carter's POV

It was first period and Matthew and his little nerd squad wasn't there. It was very unusual. I mean they were nerds. Nerds love school right? This is all so confusing. Why is he so confusing? Well I guess I don't get to say that because I made this whole thing confusing. It wasn't my fault though! I have a reputation to uphold and he wanted to hang out with fucking losers. I still love him so much. He is the reason I wake up in the morning. I wish I didn't care about what other people thought about me but I do. Our breakup was so messy and honestly I wish I could go back and stop myself from making such a huge mistake.

I guess I was in thought for a long time because I was snapped out by the bell ringing. I sighed and walked out, not waiting for the rest of the guys. I needed some time to myself to just think. This wouldn't have happened if I didn't get high at the party. I wonder if anyone saw us, probably not. Everyone was either high or drunk so it was all a blur. Wait. If everything was a blur then why do I remember everything?

It's because of Matt I know it. Maybe the drugs I took weren't strong enough? I don't know. Honestly all I want to do is sleep. I still have a little bit of my epic hangover on me and I can't shake it off. I shook my head and made my way to the gym locker room when I ran into someone, knocking me to the floor.

I let out a huff of embarrassment and got up quickly, dusting myself off. When I looked up ready to punch whoever made me fall I looked to see that it was Matt. I lowered my fist and I swear my heart was beating out of my chest. It was like time stopped, everyone else was gone and it was only me and him. Him and I. Matt just glared at me with that cute as fuck little squint that he does and walked away.

Half of me wanted to just walk away and pretend that it never happened but another part of me wanted to go to him and pull him into a closet and fuck the shit out of him. Life is hard. I chose my good side and just walked away to my locker. I had biology next so I grabbed my notebook and a pen and slammed my door shut. My locker was literally so close to the bio room that I only had to walk 5 steps before I was there. I made my way to the back of the class and my normal seat was taken by this total hottie Karen so I looked around for another open seat.

Fucking really?! The only seat is by Matt? I shook my head and walked over to him and sat down. He looked at me like I had two heads. He was about to say something to me when our new biology teacher Mr.Payne came in. He was like in his late 20s. I must admit he is hot as fuck. When I turned to Matt I saw him already starting at me. A small smirk made its way to my face as I let out a breath of joy. He was a like a tomato. I love that I still have that effect on him.

"Alright class! We will start on this assignment that will be 60% of your grade. You will be working in partners. Now look to your neighbor beside you. That is your partner." Mr.Payne said with a smile before going ahead and explaining everything about the project but I wasn't listening at all.

Matt was going to be my partner. Fuck. Just my luck. Just my fucking luck. I hate this class already.

I must've zoned out again because Matt was snapping his fingers in my face. I jumped a bit then quickly composed myself with an eye roll.

"Who's house are we going to?" Matt asked.

I just shrugged. I hated this and he knew it.

"Does your step dad still live with you?" Matt asked softly.

I looked at him with wide eyes and looked around to make sure NO ONE heard them looked back at him with the meanest most terrifying glare that I could come up with.

He must've gotten the hint because he dropped the subject quickly.

"So we'll work at my house. How about around 5? 5:30ish?" Matt asked while getting out a piece of paper.

"I already know where you live idiot. I still have your phone number too."

He just looked at me before nodding slightly and pulled out a notebook I guess it was for ideas or some shit. I hope he doesn't think that I'm actually about to do any of this shit. I mean he's the nerd right? He should appreciate that I'm even talking to him right now. I looked over at him to see him writing down things like a mad man. I studied him for a while before snapping myself out of my trance and turning my attention to the regular clock on the wall.

The bell rung loudly, dismissing all of the students out of their classes. I got my notebook and walked out with one last glance at Matt. Our eyes locked. It took all my strength not to jump him right then. He looked so innocent. Matt was the first to look away and that set a frown to my face but I shook it off and walked away with the thought of Matt on my mind like always.

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