•Josie• After the kisses that me and Penelope shared in the hallway she invited me back to her room but I told her that I had something to do which I technically did but I honestly just didn't want to fall back into my old ways and go back to Penelope cause as much as she makes me feel good, I know that I shouldn't be going back to her because we hate each other like half of the time and when we don't hate each other we are completely in love with one another and that's the one problem with are relationship.after I had a talk with my sister and my dad I decided on just going to sleep because I have had one fucking day and it was terrible.i knew that tomorrow Penelope was gonna to confront me and I was gonna have to explain to her what I am feeling
••••••the next day•••••••
When I woke up I look and felt like a zombie I had the worst sleep ,I barely slept at all throughout the night because I kept thinking about the kiss with Penelope and my feelings towards her and the whole night I just couldn't sleep. I really don't want to see Penelope with anyone else but I also know that I can't fully get back together with her just yet because I have to move on and grow a little.when I got dressed I walked down stairs towards the dining hall so that I could eat breakfast but right when I entered Rafael came from behind me and grabbed my arm. "Hey I wanted to talk About the other day in the shed" "Yeah about that I'm sorry"I said sincerely "No don't apologize it was fine"he said and from the corner of my eye I could see Penelope staring at me with a glare "Can we talk about this some other time where we are not around everyone"I asked "Yeah just let me know when you wanna talk and we can, Well I guess I will see you later"he says as he kisses my cheek and walks away and when I looked back at penelope I noticed that she got up and began walking away.so I decided that I should probably follow her to see what is wrong. I saw that she went into the bathroom around the corner when I got in I saw her fixing her make up in the mirror,when she saw me we made direct eye contact then she looked away "What do you want"she said sounding pretty angry "I just wanted to see why you ran away before you could finished breakfast" "Oh I didn't I just came to finish breakfast in here so I could fix my makeup"she says grabbing her muffin from her bag "Why do you sound so mad"I asked "Well maybe because i don't know I just saw you and Rafael fucking making out"she yelled panicking and breathing heavily "Hey calm down"I said walking over to her "Breath Penelope you need to breath"I continued and as I said that I placed my hand on her chest and tried to calm her down "None of that ever happen penelope I was never making out with Rafael" "So your telling me you've never kissed" "Um well that's different ok that was a different situation" "Yeah but it still happened"she said turning away from me and looking at herself again "Yeah but I had to do it so that I would survive" "Yeah okay"she said "What is that suppose to mean"I asked "Nothing"she replied "It can't just be nothing it is defiantly something" "Prove to me you don't like him"Penelope said angry "How am I suppose to do that"I said quickly and she started freaking out again so I did the only thing I could think of I kissed her, I pulled her by her waist into me and kissed her roughly enough to the point where she dropped her muffin on the ground.she quickly kissed me back pushing me against the door of the bathroom stall roughly.she kissed down my neck and then paused "I don't want to see you with anyone else"she said then continuing to bite down on my neck lightly "Me and Rafael are.... ow wtf"I said pushing her away because of how hard she bite down in my neck "I don't want to hear his name"she said moving closer to me again and touching the side of my neck where she just bite me "Looks like I left a mark hopefully you boyfreind Rafael doesn't mind"she said rubbing the side of my neck "He isn't my boyfreind"I said "Yeah but you guys like each other"Penelope asked pushing me so my back is against the stall again "I don't know who I like anymore"I said as Penelope connected are lips again and she moved her hand so it was under the bottom rim of my shirt "So you don't like me"she whispered into my ear "Of course I like you"I said connecting are lips for a peck "But rafael defiantly has a thing for me and maybe I have a slight amount of feelings for him"I confused to her and then she pulled away "I don't want to here about him right now what did I say how bout you skip class with me and come to my secret hideout with me"Penelope said "I don't know I really can't get in trouble" "It will be okay let's go"she said pulled me out of the bathroom and down the hall and to her place that she calls the secret hideout
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When we got there it ended up being a secret room in the library that was really small and really nice.right after Penelope closed the door she quickly pushed me down on the bed and straddled on top of me. "Since your mine at the moment I want all of you"Penelope said kissing down my neck "I would love that"I said pulling her face back up to where mine was "But we can't do that here because someone could walk in on us"I said giving her a peck "And why would that be a problem"She asked asked "Because I don't want certain people to see us"I said quickly "And who are these people"she questions "Well for one my sister"I said as she sat up on my legs "And second Rafael because if he find out that this is gonna spread fast"I continued "I don't care I think that we should be together"she said bringing her face back to me and kissing me
