Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Sugar is sweet,
And so are you.
My blood runs red,
Straight through my veins.
You make my heart beat faster,
You drive me insane.
I love you so much,
But you make me so scared.
I've built walls around my heart,
Now that I'm with you, they've all disappeared.
My fortress is missing,
Walls broken down.
I feel my eyes well up,
I start to drown.
You make me so happy,
So why do I feel so sad?
The roses are wilted,
The violets are dead.
You're so much better without me,
Maybe I should've offed myself instead.
Tears drip down my face,
Blood trickles down my wrist.
Thoughts of you run through my head,
I wonder if you really do care that I exist.
Maybe the roses aren't wilted,
And the violets aren't dead.
Maybe you do really care,
And that fills me with dread.
I guess the roses aren't wilted,
The violets aren't dead.
Thank you so much,
For everything you've said.
Much love,
Samina <3
Heyyyyy y'all, long time no see haha
I know this isn't what I usually post, but I put up a poem and got a good reaction so I decided to revise and post it here!
Before you ask, I'm okay. I'm just feeling real sad but also super happy. It's that confusing moment when you're life has never been better, but also never been worse. And you also have depression and anxiety.
Basically this is just all the thoughts that run through my head when I text/talk to/just am with a certain person who I may or may not be dating. He has this funny way of making me feel like I'm on cloud nine and my life is truly complete and I'm with someone who makes me feel more alive than I ever have before. But when I'm alone or even just deep in thought I feel like he just hates me and feels bad for me and feel like dying. Yknow, just the normal thoughts of a depressed teen. But he's super sweet and awesome and ugh I'm sorry I'm going on a rant.
And Samina is my full name.
Pronounced Sa-mee-nuh
