Lyricz ' N ' Love • A Ice Cube Short Story [ COMPLETE ]

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I decided that I was gonna roll with Eric to his apartment. This was so not like me but I didn't want to pass up the chance of getting to know him either. The way he looked at me and made me feel was totally different than what I've felt with some of the boys back around my way.

I did have one boyfriend. His name was Moriah Johnson and I swear that he was my everything and more. He was a tall, brown skin guy with these dreamy bedroom brown eyes and a short haircut with waves brushed inside of them.

Everyone knew him and he was kind of like that boy next door kind of dude and I loved the fact that he wanted to deal with me instead of any other undernourished broad that thought because they were a size two that they were entitled to have his attention.

Guys clowned around saying that He was a chubby chaser and I think to a degree the jokes were getting to him. Sometimes he would ditch me because someone would talk about how wide my hips were. Then there were some days where he would show me off like I was his prized possession.

I'd say I was pretty popular due to Desiree and always being fly, so that gave me some type of power in school and Moriah knew it too. We were inseparable on some days. I just knew he was the one.

That is until I told him that I didn't want to lose my virginity to him. First, he tried his damned hardest to convince me. Sure, I've done things like gave him head and he returned the favor but we never went "all the way". He said that he understood but a dude like him needs sex and he didn't want to make me feel like I had to give up myself in order to keep him. Well, the joke was on him because I didn't need to keep a boyfriend that bad.

But no love lost, we decided we were better off as friends anyway.

Anyway, I couldn't believe I got asked to go chill at Eric's place. It still doesn't register to me that someone like him would want to be seen with a girl like. Sure, I'm beautiful in the face but I still have severe insecurities about my size. Especially the love handles, and the stretch marks that I have.

"Let me tell the homies I'm out a'ight?" Eric says to me as he bit down on his bottom lip. "Pretty ass"

I nodded as I blushed like a little schoolgirl as he walked away to find his scattered friends. I couldn't wait to get alone with Eric. Besides, the sound of 2 Live Crew's Me So horny was giving me a headache anyway.

"You ready?"

I looked to my left to see Eric back already. "Yea" I replied as I stood up on my feet and stretched a little bit.

Eric held my hand as we made our way out of the section and down to the crowded dance floor where people were gyrating, sweating and dancing hard as hell. It looked like a fuck fest if you ask me. "This is banana's," I yelled over the music.

"This aint nun. Come to Eve's after dark with me and you'll see some shit." Eric yelled back to me over the music.

I was so focused on getting out the club that I was caught of guard by someone tugging at my free arm, causing me to almost fall over on my face.