Ethan Nestor Imagines

Y/N @ PAX Part 5

Your phone alarm goes off way too early and you groan before turning it off. You hadn't slept well last night due to the crying fit you had. You didn't want this experience to end. You had so much fun this weekend and it was so depressing to think that it was over. Groggily you got dressed in some comfortable sweats to fly back home. You were already packed and you had an hour before you had to be at the airport. You decided you should eat something before the flight. 

You grab your phone and headphones and head downstairs. One last meal in this city and you couldn't decide what the best place would be. While you were looking up local restaurants you run directly into someone and knock them over.

"Oh I am really sorry! I didn't see you!" you frantically apologize to the stranger. Then you really look at who it is. 

It was Mark. He was chuckling at you.

"Isn't bumping into each other literally you and Ethan's thing?" He askes while getting up. 

"Normally it is," you respond. 

"Are you okay Y/N?  You look sad." He must have seen your puffy eyes. You hadn't been able to completely rid yourself of them.

"Yeah, just sad the weekend is over, I'm going to miss it." You say and sigh. It really was going to be hard going back. But you would adjust again.

"And miss Ethan," Mark whispers but you hear it anyways.

"Well yeah, I'm going to miss all of you," you respond. Though he's right. You would miss Ethan most.

"Well why don't you come hang out with everyone one last time?" He offers. 

"Sure, as long as no one will mind." 

"I insist, I need one more chance to convince you that I am your favorite youtuber," He smiles wide and you chuckle at him. 

"Alright this is your last chance, impress me," you joke. It was so easy to be happy around all of them. They gave off this contagious energy that demanded to be felt by everyone around them. You couldn't fight it and you didn't want to. This would hurt later but it made you feel better now and that's mainly what you needed.  

You walk over and join Bob, Mandy, Wade, Molly, Amy, and Jack. Your heart aches a little when you don't see your favorite blue boy. Everyone greets you with a smile and a "hey" as you walk over with Mark. You all talk about flights home and the group talks of plans to see one another again. You sit back sadly in that moment, knowing this part of the conversation does not include you. Mark sees you looking sad again and gives a slight nudge to Amy. You are too busy talking to Bob and Wade about their ideas for a new podcast/gaming show they want to plan with Mark. They wanted another, more outside perspective so they are consulting you as a fan.

"We're kind of stuck on the name," Bob says. "There are pros and cons to calling it 'Bonercast,' but we kind of want something fresh." 

"Bonercast would be good, but I think people will have certain expectations of something with that particular title," you respond thoughtfully. 

"You have a good point Y/N," Wade says. They begin discussing the general idea for this podcast, giving you time to get lost in your thoughts and not listen. You all Uber out to a local dinner for breakfast. 

"What is your favorite breakfast food?" Mark asks eyeing your as you look at the menu. 

"Ummmm, pancakes," you reply after mulling it over. "Chocolate chip, blueberry or banana specifically, but classic and cinnamon are good too." 

"What a thorough answer, Y/N will have two blueberry, chocolate chip and banana pancakes with extra syrup, and the same for me," Mark orders for you and himself. Your eyes almost pop out of your head. You weren't sure you could eat all those pancakes, or pay for them.