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"Damn Sora, this pussy - fuck!" Faraad said as he was diggin' deeper inside my plethora of treasures.

I was really feeling Faraad by now. We'd been casually dating for a few months and everything was going GREAT! His tall 6ft.4, thick bodied frame, nice teeth and eyes, thick beard, and AMAZING sex... I felt myself falling for him more and more each day.

"Fuck me harder daddy." I moaned louder as he thrusted himself even harder .

I felt my climax coming and I groaned uncontrollably as his final pumps became breath taking and we both collapsed on my California King Bed. I loved the time we spent together, but it still never felt like enough. He always seemed so distant.

His phone rang. He looked at it and sighed.

"Shit. I gotta' go bae." He leaned in and let his soft and juicy lips rest on mine.

"Already?" I whined, putting on the sad puppy face.

"You know it's business babygirl. Gotta' answer when the money calls." He quickly got dressed, throwing on his all black Nautica sweat suit and fresh Timberland boots.

He grabbed his car keys off my night stand and began leaving out.

"I'll call you soon as I touch down." I painfully nodded.

The fact that I felt myself slipping into another love coma was killing me. The last relationship I was in, was completely toxic. My ex and I just never got along, he'd beat on me, the whole nine. I took a few years off to myself to finally get my mind right and get back into the dating game. Some how, Faraad swept me off my feet instantly. BUT , I still had options.

I shortly followed behind his oil scent to my front door to lock up everything then I headed to the bathroom for a nice, hot, relaxing bubble bath. I threw in my Jasmine and Lavender scented bath bomb and played some Sadé as I smoked my blunt in peace.

"Snap out of it Sora." I said to my self as I exhaled slowly.

Faraad was an amazing guy, but I knew deep down it was more to him... I just couldn't figure out what it was. After my bubble bath, I headed back to the bedroom and collapsed across the bed in my towel. Faraad's scent still lingered across my bed as I squeezed the pillow tight thinking of him.

My sensual thoughts were interrupted by a phone call. I jumped up hoping it was him.

"Hello!" I said excitingly.

"Sora..." The voice said. However it wasn't who I was wanting it to be.

"What do you want Mekhai?" I was lowkey annoyed.

Mekhai was my other "option" so to say. He was this fine chocolate, medium build, man. I met him a few months before I had met Faraad. I loved his personality and everything about him, but he just wasn't FARAAD. Sex game was similar, but not where I needed it to be.

"I wanna see you... I miss you..." I rolled my eyes. Mekhai was known to be full of shit.

At certain points, I only felt that he'd fuck with me when it was beneficial for him. So, I had to treat him accordingly. I mean, it was only right.

"I'm a little occupied right now..." I lied.

"No you're not. All I wanna do is come eat that juicy ass box. Nothing more , nothing less." Silence covered the phone at first, I bit my lip temptingly.

"I mean, it sounds good." There was no greater feeling then tempting a dude who you could have at the snap of your fingers.

"Stop playing with me Sora. Come on... Got me beggin' and shit."

"Fine, come through..." I was hesitant, but I wasn't turning down some head either.

Before you knew it, Mekhai was at my front door - Banging like a cop.

"Stop ba-" He gripped me up by neck so rough and sexual, I felt myself getting wetter all over again.

He pushed me down on the couch snatched my towel off, inserting his tongue in and out of my vagina, making me moan uncontrollably.

"Fuck, fuck, Mekahi ... Mekhai wait.." I softly moaned as my legs quivered and I tried pushing his head away.

He wouldn't stop and I felt my body going into an exorcism the way he had me jumping all over the place. I finally came, and he stuck his tongue back down my throat.

"Taste good huh?" He smirked as he wiped my juices from his mouth.

My heart was beating faster than I came ... That damn Mekhai knew how to make a girl re-consider ...