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55.) You've watched Twilight?

Jennie's POV

How brave of me to show up with obviously, eyes that just finished crying, tear stained cheeks, and a red nose. But then again, it would be a shame to not visit just because I'm afraid for them to see my face at that state, besides it wasn't like tears disabled me...far less from Jungkook's situation

Our schedules are done for today, It's night time already. Lisa came back to the hospital, Chaeyoung went to Dohun's, Jisoo unnie is in her room too. Oh how things have to clash altogether...

Here I am again, tears streaming down as I scrolled through the numerous comments. Jisoo unnie told me stop this, she said it was like hurting myself, that who cares what they think, that they don't even know me and the reasons. But that's because she knows me, not like the public, she knows what happened

I should have thought: mind over matter! It's for the Blinks! You can be tired, frustrated and mad after, but the thoughts were still there, it drained my body, my conscience

Flashback

"You're giving me a solo song but can't have the whole group a new comeback?" What kind of bull, Yg?!

"What kind of experiment? Using my self written song to see if my writing actually tops the charts?! If it can make you money?! Don't dare to tell me it will benefit me, what about my other members?" I let out and didn't let him talk

"I'd love to make songs and perform but the group isn't even fixed!" And I walked out of the office knowing I'll do it anyway, It's actually a nice offer......if circumstances was different, but it's not

Jisoo unnie was cleaning at the kitchen as I reached home

"What happened?"

"Yg is making me have a solo song..."

"Why do you look so sad about it? Don't you like that?"

"But what about you guys, unnie It's un-"

"Jennie, we're totally fine, we'll be there, being proud and supporting you"

"But unnie I-"

"It's not just that is it?"

"Yeah,"

"Tell me"

"Well you see, everyone's gonna hate on me more! They'll say I'm Yg's 'princess', they'll say I'm spoiled, they'll say I have an advantage, they'll make up rumours!"

"Simply just because of the fvcking stylists, I'm the one who gets hated on, like it's my fault?! I wish it was my fault so I could do something! Then we keep performing same old songs, again and again, Blinks are disappointed yet we can't do anything about it?! I know not everyone will like me but it's just too much already and then add this!"

"You know unnie, I question if I still want this, I feel like it could kill me! Literally! Death threats!"

"Jen, no- this is your dream...who cares about them?"