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54.) I'm sorry, Kook

Jimin's POV

Well sitting on a wheelchair is very uncomfortable. They made me sit on this even though I'm sure I can walk and that my arm is injured, not my legs

Lisa came back in the room with food she bought. How grateful could I be that someone thought of us in such a late time. How lucky that she worried of us, that she volunteered to take care of Jungkook when this is my fault

"The doctor said that he can wake up anytime, he just needs to rest" Lisa sopke comfortingly

"It's not bad, he's stable...don't beat yourself up" she added

She probably noticed my expression, my blank, emotionless face, but somehow still a different void in my eyes

She placed the food on a table near Jungkook and glanced at me like she was about to say something but held it back

"What is it?" I asked quietly but she just shook her head doubtingly

"It's okay, you can ask" I assured. She walked near me and sat on the couch near my wheelchair

"W-what happened?" she said cautiosly

And so I told her

Flashback

I walked out ranging of their dorm and straight to the car, Jungkook followed me immediately and sat on the passenger seat and kept whispering comforts my ears decided to disregard the whole time

The hurt, the confusion drove the car. I don't know where I'm headed to...I felt like being wreckless, let it all out. What did I do wrong?

I fought the urge to slam the wheel in my frustration. 'Jungkook's with me', I kept in mind. I don't want to hurt others with my pain

He spoke, finally something I processed in my mind "Jimin hyung, we're going to fast"

I released the gas a little and slowed down. I stopped by the side of the road and exhaled sharply. I looked around and just realized we were far from their dorm, very far. I checked the time and hadn't noticed that I drove for long

"Hyung?" he started "Are you okay?"

My heart twiched at that. Honestly, I'm not...who would be?

"I'm sorry, Kook" I murmured. He could've just be relaxing back home but he just had to be with me now

"I think you need to rest, Hyung" he just said. I put it into thought, I let go of the wheel and rested back on my seat and closed my eyes

End

"-and there, I woke up in the backseat, Jungkook was driving, It was dark. The road was familiar, it looked like we were driving home..." I took a pause as the puffy memories came into mind

"And there, suddenly as we took a turn there was another car...Jungkook managed to avoid the car but as he did we crashed to a huge tree" I finished

She looked dazed, processing my words into mind and spoke "It's not your fault, it's purely an accident"

Then the door opened and came in Jennie with swolen eyes that looks like she'd been crying the whole night, followed by Namjoon hyung, Taehyung, and I heard Jin hyung speaking to someone, seems that he's talking to Jisoo outside...and lastly Rosé entered, my Ariel...not mine anymore

"Jimin!" The boys called altogether and hugged me

After all the questions and interrogations like 'what happened' 'how are you' The girls left for their schedule but Jin hyung asked again "Really, Chim...what happened?"

I hesitated "Chaeyoung broke up with me...I drived away...I fell asleep, Jungkook drove and we were about to come back but we fell into an accident" I summarized

"Chim, We-" I cut Namjoon hyung off

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't take a break up so this had to happen" I sobbed. They stared at me holding back to come near me, they knew I needed space for this but I'm very thankful for them. But something odd bothered me, Taehyung's eyes showed something different, like there's something he wants to say but can't