??? POV
It's not that I don't want to be happy,
It's despite, how much I try
I can't bring myself to be happy.
"You're so worthless! You can't do anything!"
I feel
suffocated,
embarrassed,
ashamed,
Why did I have to be this way?
"You're a mistake! You should have never been born!"
Living has become a constant nightmare.
And it's just not fair.
I'm afraid of the world,
I'm afraid of putting my guard down
In fear that I will be judged.
"You thought I loved you!? Hah you bitch! No one will ever love you." As he said that I received a slap to my face.
I gave him everything and it
still wasn't enough.
It was never, enough.
He made me feel like I was nothing.
Made me believe, that I was hard to love.
And like a fool, I kept trying.
I kept trying till it became too much.
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Mine.
FanficKim Taehyung, the boss of a mafia, always gets what he wants. But what happens when Kim Jisung, another mafia boss, wants the same thing? But what if that something is a someone? Started - February 2018 Finished - XXXXXXXXX
