Your Love Is All I Need

Chapter Two: When Will It End?

I woke up after what seemed like hours but I remember falling unconscious in the school bathroom. I am puzzled as to how I got back in my room. That's when the thought hit me. My dad came and got me I'm so screwed. I thought about it for a few moments. "Shit." I got up and quitely walked out of my room and went downstairs as quite as possible.

My father was watching the 49ers and the Broncos football game and it sounded as if they were losing. "FUCK YOU BRONCOS" He yelled throwing his beer can at the tv. I slowly started back up the stairs but when I turned around my mother is standing there staring at me dead in the eyes. "Your father wants to talk to you." she said as she grabbed my arm and started dragging me to my father. " Please no, you can't take me to him, he'll hit me!" I tried to break free from her grip. I couldn't break free from her death grip. I pleaded to her once more not to bring me to my father. I could tell that she was on some type of drug but she wouldn't listen.

I'm so scared. What will I do? he's going to hit me! I know it! My stupid father looked at us as she finally brought me into the living room. "Ana get your fat ass over here already!" he yelled as I slowly began to approach him. "WHAT THE FUCK DID I TELL YOU?" he sounded beyond pissed. I didn't answer him I was too scared to but next thing I knew, he was punching me in the face. I fell down to the ground. "Get your ass up right now you stupid whore!" I instantly start getting up obeying his every word. He grabs my purple hair and begins dragging me to the stairs. "You make me sick! I don't want to see for the rest of the night! Now get your ass up to your room!" I ran up the stairs tripping over a few of the steps. (a/n self harming if you are easily triggered skip to the next paragraph)

I can hear him he still screaming about everything. "That stupid dumb cunt of a daughter of mine. She is worth nothing to me! I wish she was never born!" I I began to cry. I walked toward my dresser pulling out a small box I kept in the top drawer underneath all my clothes. I opened the box pulling out my only friend. I looked at my reflection in the razor. I begin to slit my wrists, watching the little beads of blood stream down my wrist. I've never done it to the point of where I will not return, I've always just done it to where this pain will over go the pain my father has caused. A little later I cried myself to sleep.

I woke up for school on time for once. When I was done getting ready for school, I silently walked down the stairs . I look at my father passed out drunk, when I heard a big bang. I raced across the house to go see what had fallen. What I saw caused me to freeze. I don't want to do I begin panicking. I can't get my father, he'll blame for this. I made a quick choice she I got my father. He jumped up and ran to my mother. She laid there lifeless. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" he shouted at me. "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! YOU KILLED MY WIFE!" I stood back up and began running out the door. I just kept running .I don't want to go to school. I didn't feel like dealing with it today. So I just kept running and running and now I have no idea where I am.

-small time skip-

It was getting a bit late so I decided I should go find a small alleyway I can go to sleep in. Once I had found one I made a makeshift bed out of boxes. The light began to flicker off and I curled up into a ball and fell asleep.

I was startled when some guy woke me up. It was at least two in the mornig. The guy demanded me to stand up. I did as I was told. He shoved me against the wall covering my mouth as he began to kiss down my neck while his hands wondered around my body. Screaming wouldn't do much so I bit his hand causing him to scream. I took off running and turned left once I reached the end of the alleyway. I turned left bumping into a group of guys. "Hey! watch where your going!" one guy said with a deep voice.

"I'm so-sorry." I stuttered as the creepy guy from the alleyway turned the corner. I took a step back. They instantly knew what was going on. "Get the fuck away from her you damn creep!" one of the guys said stepping infront of me to protect me. "She's just my sister, Dad said to go get her and bring her home." the creepy guy said in a chilling voice. "Is this true miss?" "n-n-no" I stuttered. The creepy guy pulls a knife out threatening to hurt them if they didn't hand me over. One of the guys lunges forward and starts to beat the shit out of one guy while another calls the police. Shortly the police arrive taking the creepy guy away and questioning us all what had happened. "Damn that guy was a fucking creep. Oh girl why did you come from the alleyway?" said the guy with a deep voice. "My name is Anastasia but call me Ana." I replied with that since I wasn't sure if I would trust these guys knowing what had happened with my dad. "Well hi, my name is Jinxx, this is Andy, Cc, Ashley,  and Jake." he motioned to the guys around him. " Now can you please just tell us why you were down that alley way." Andy demanded. "Hold up. I have a more serious question. Why do you have all of these bruises and cuts?" Jake had ask hoping to get an answer. I just looked down. All of the guys were staring at me waiting for an answer. Jinxx stepped forward causing me to flinch. "You can trust us." Jinxx said. After awhile of them bugging me to tell them what happened, I finally decided to tell them everything. Andy pulled me away from from the guys. "Ana, this is a serious question.... do you hurt yourself?" I glanced down. Andy pulled me into a hug. "Please never hurt yourself again. Promise me you won't do it ever again?" He whispered into my ear. "I'll always be here for you, no matter what" I promised I won't do it ever again" I whispered back as tears came pouring out. Andy only tightened his grip on me.