Your Love Is All I Need

Chapter Eighteen

I woke up to Azalea crying. Ugh why can't Ashley take care of her for once? Jeez it's like I do it all the time. I got up and grabbed the monitor. I walked down the hallway to Ashley's room. I opened the door and threw the monitor at him. He jumped up. "It's your turn. Me and Andy have been doing it for nearly four months now." I yawned and went back to sleep, except I couldn't. I need that rush I once had. I need that drug. I can't stand not getting it every other hour. I climbed out of bed again and slipped out the door. I grabbed the car keys and left the house. I drove downtown and I found a guy who sells the drug I'm becoming so addicted to. I payed for my drugs and headed back home. I silently went back into the house and up the stairs into mine and Andy's bathroom. I locked the door and put some of the drug into a needle and I stabbed my arm with it. I repeated the process over and over again till my body went numb and I started tripping out. It was maybe about eight in the morning and I was still locked in the bathroom. I injected myself one last time before I went back into the room. I stood up and threw away the needle and tin foil. I started walking to the door till I collapsed and hit my head on the door. The room was slowly becoming dark and it was getting hard to breath. I heard running foot steps approach the door. "Ana! Let me in!" I heard Andy yelling. I tried to speak to him but I could barely even mumble anything. Finally he just kicked the door down. He wrapped me up in his arms and everything went black.

Andy's pov

I heard a thumping sound coming from the bathroom. I looked over to see if Ana had came back from the nursery but she wasn't next to me. I looked around the room and saw light shinning through from under the bathroom door. I jumped up and ran over to the door. I tried to open the door but of course it was locked. "Ana! Let me in!" I was shaking the door knob even though I know it wouldn't open. I heard light mumbling sounds. "Fuck Ana I'm so sorry if the door lands on you." I whispered beginning to kick the door down. Soon the door was on the ground and I wrapped Ana in my arms. "Jinxx! Call for a fucking ambulance!" I said in a panicky tone. "Ana stay with me now." I started as Ashley and Jake walked in. "Please don't go." I trailed off. Tears began to run down my face.

The next day

Ana is still unresponsive and the doctor said to think of what would be best for her. I cannot lose her. I finally got her to be mine. I can't raise Azalea on my own. She needs her mother. "Ana, please don't go. Keep fighting please? I love you."

"Andy?" A coarse voice whispered. I looked up to see Ana staring at me. "Make sure Ashley takes care of Azalea. She deserves the best." She began to cough. Blood droplets spattered the bed sheets. "Ana don't leave please. I'm begging you." I grabbed her hand and she returned the pressure I was putting on hers. "Andy, I love you too." She started to breathe harder. Her heart stopped. The machine next to her began to make a long steady beep. "Ana, no please." The doctor slowly walked in and checked her vital signs. "Mr. Biersack, I'm so sorry for your lost." He nodded at the nurse and she started to take the machines off of Ana's lifeless body. "I'll give you a few moments." The doctor and the nurse left once the machines were off. The guys all walked in. Jinxx was holding the little baby. Everyone in the room began crying. "Ana, I promise you I'll be the best dad there ever was." Ashley mumbled and left the room taking Azalea with him.

Six years later Ashley's pov

"Daddy?" I looked down at Azalea as I braided her hair. "Yes darling?" She looked down then back up. "What happened to mommy?" I felt tears begin to form behind my eyes. "Baby girl I'll tell you when your older. Just remember that mommy always loves you." She smiled up at me. "Okay daddy." She looks just like her mother. A spitting image if you ask me. "Hey baby cakes ready to go see uncle Andy and Cc?" She giggle. "Of course!" She skipped out of the bathroom and grabbed her small purse. "Ready to go?" She nodded her head and we left.

Once we arrived Azalea took off running after uncle Andy. "Uncle Andy!" She shouted as Andy wrapped his arms around her. "Hey Ash" Cc said walking over  to me. "She looks just like her mother."

"I know, she acts just like her too. Thanks for keeping her tonight. I promise she'll be an angle to you guys."

"No problem Ash." I smiled. "Hey Azalea! Daddy's leaving." I shouted and she came running back hugging me. "Bye Daddy. I love you." She kissed me on the cheek and ran back inside to play with the dog.

Later that night

I pulled up to the site where we buried Ana. It's been six years since she passed away. She doesn't get to see our daughter grow up. Gosh how could I mess everyhing up? "I'm  so sorry Ana. I messed everything up. I promise you I'll never let anything happen to our daughter. I promise on my life." I began crying I layed down a picture of Azalea and me on the ground. "I'm sorry." I walked away and went home and passed out. "Ashley get your ass up." I jumped up. "Ana?" I said out of shock. "Thank you for taking care of her. I only wish I wasn't stupid and did what I did so I can watch her grow up. She's such a sweet heart just give her all of my love. Also don't wait to long to tell her what happened to me. She's a strong girl and can handle it all. Ashley, one last thing. I love you. I always have and always will." She disappeared. I'll see you again someday Ana.