Craig X Suicidal! Reader- Protector 🌫

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Warning: this story contains uneasy content such as cutting. Read at your own risk
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Y/n pov: My name is y/n y/l/n, and I'm not really someone you would enjoy to hang around. Because of my parents constant abuse, physically and mentally, I've slowly been broken down to the point I've committed suicidal acts, such as cutting.

Also having a blank face hiding my true emotions. And the bullying at school didn't help ether. Wendy and her group of sluts always picked on me because I always wore big sweaters that hid my figure so I wouldn't be noticed. But I guess wearing a f/c sweater in the crowd of bright neon colors didn't hide me much. The only friend I've ever made was Craig, because he was an emotionless asshole like me. I've never showed him my secrets until one day.

FLASHBACK

I was putting away my books and was about to head to lunch until the Wendy came with only Bebe by her side. "Hey how come you always wear those stupid sweaters! It's totally not flattering to your figure. Maybe you should take it off!"

Wendy then started to tug at my sleeves and I realized we were drawing a crowd. "Wendy stop it! Just leave me alone!" I yelled while tugging back on my sleeve. But since I was very weak, she gave one mighty tug and pulled the sweater right off. It showed my arms all lined to the elbows with scars, new and old. I tried to cover them the best I could but I didn't succeed.

Everyone's faces were shocked at the look of my arms. I even noticed Craig in the background. I ran out of school, tears falling down my cheeks. I ran to the place me and Craig would always hang out. A place that was our own secret area no one knew about. I stayed their and cried in shame and embarrassment.

I pulled out my razor I carry in my pocket and just as I was about to make a cut, a hand grabbed my wrist. I looked up with my tear stained eyes and saw Craig. "Give me the razor, y/n." He held out his other hand and I carefully dropped it in his hand. He dug a hole in the dirt with it and threw it in the hole covering it after.

"Y/n why do you do this to yourself, this is a terrible habit!" "No one likes me, I've slowly started to hate myself too. I'm a terrible human being that doesn't belong on this earth. If I died in a ditch, no one would care or even notice that I'm dead!" "Well damn it y/n I would!" He said very harshly. "I would care because I care about you very deeply. I've started to grow feelings for you, and it hurts me to see you act like this.
And I love you very much, so don't say that no one likes you because someone does very much."

He held my hands in his and leaned forward and kissed my forehead. "Well Craig I've never known you've felt that way. I.. I'm sorry, I promise I'll quit, if you promise you will protect me." I looked at him with hope in my eyes that he would say yes. And he did.

Flashback end

Craig's POV
I've been y/n's protector for two years now. And Im glad to be by her side every day, every minute, every night. She hasn't hurt herself since. And have I mentioned we are dating?

So what did you guys think of this chapter huh? Depressing and not well wrote? Me too! Hopefully the next chapter with be a happy one. Maybe Christmas themed? 😏. Hope you enjoyed!

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