I Need Somebody || Vkook [Completed]

Alcohol

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[홀로 남겨진 지금 누군가 필요해
지금 누군가 필요해]

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[I'm all alone, I need someone
I need someone right now]

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I stared at my last can of beer.

Sometimes people don't realise that sometimes their actions itself aren't as harmful as it is knowing that it was them that did it.

It's complicated to understand.

Maybe one doesn't see how harsh the effects of their doings were, maybe one just sees it as something small.

But to the other person, their world could be crashing down.

It hurts more when you're supposed to be the person close to someone, yet you hurt them the most.

One of the worst things you could do to a person, is believe something about them from a third source.

Unless they tell you a detail themselves, never believe it coming from another's mouth.

For each person has a manipulated truth, an opinionated version of the story.

It's more important to take into consideration how much the person loves you, and why you're letting something so small get to you.

The only question you should be asking yourself, is:

Is it worth it?

And if the answer to you is yes, then either you or the person you are about to hurt deserves the worst.

That's what I've learnt.

I don't know what I ever did to deserve this, and frankly I don't want to know.

There's no point.

It all burnt, I wanted to know more, I don't want to be alone.

But alas, here I am.

I placed the can back down, deciding not to drink the alcohol inside.

We drink for two reasons: leisure and escape.

We want to escape from reality, we want to drown ourselves out of the misery.

To let the drug influence ourselves so much that we no longer have to be conscious about our decisions or lifestyle.

Escape.

Giving up is said to be a coward's work, someone who escapes is a coward.

But at this point, I no longer had the energy to carry on.

I didn't have the energy to continue, to put up with any of this. I wanted out.

And as I looked below me, the washing waves, the darkness of the ocean's depths and the moonlit waters tempted me.

Drawn in by the crave for release, I let go of the only thing keeping me alive: Hope.

That's when I found myself being devoured by the water, my lungs and throat filled up, blocking off my breathing.

The last thing I saw was the starry sky.

The taste of the bitter alcohol was still at the back of my throat and the roof of my mouth.

While I could still process thoughts I said sorry to everyone, I told Jungkook how much I love him.. I'm glad I could at least say it internally.

And then, it all stopped.

Black.

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[A/N]
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