Btw, I love you

Chapter 13

Roxy's pov

It's one week later, and I already told Jim why I turned away from him. I explained that I was just tired and didn't know what to say or do. I was moody but I didn't want to hurt him.. It's now Sunday and he's on his way to my house. I'm feeling okay again, I'm not sick anymore.. I see him coming, so I already walk at the door. I open the door before he rings the doorbell and he looks surprised at me. I smile and hug him. He hugs back; "Hey babe, how are you?" I don't stop hugging, put my face in his neck and close the door. Then I look up at him and say: "I am great, thanks." He laughs, but it also sounds sad;  "Cutie". We walk at the couch while hugging, and then I push him on the couch so I fall on him. I laugh, but he doesn't laugh too. I kiss him, but he pushes me off him. "Hey! That's rudeee.." He looks at me, but he doesn't smile. Why is he so serious? "Babe, sit down.. I have to tell you something.." Oh no.. "Should I be scared?" I sit down next to him, and he doesn't even put an arm around me. He always does.. So I just lay my head on his chest, but he softly pushes me away. "Roxy.. Not now please.." He never calls me Roxy.. He always calls me babe or bby. "What's going on? Why are you so.. Serious?" He looks sad at me and swallows; "Roxy listen to me.." I turn to him, and look back. "Roxy.. I told my parents about.. Us. And they.. They said that I'm too young. Roxy they want me to break up with you.." He is getting tears in his eyes, and I do too. "W.. What? No.. Nonono I don't want to.. No bby please say that you're kidding.." Tears roll down his cheeks and he takes both of my hands. "No Roxy.. I'm not kidding.. I don't know what to do I... I don't want to break up with you, I love you.."  Nononononono. I don't wanna lose him. I start crying too; "D.. Don't break up with me please.." He let's go of my hands and wipes my tears away with his thumbs. But my tears keep coming, it doesn't really work. "Roxy... There is just one way for us to stay together.." I immediately know what he is going to say, so I interrupt his sentence; "is to have a secret relationship."

Jim's pov

I'm still crying, thinking about the moment my parents told me to break up with her. It was horrible... I told them about Roxy and me and they got mad, they said I was too young, and they told me to go to her now and to break up with her. While I was on my way I got the idea to have a secret relationship. And Roxy seems to have the same idea. I'm glad she said that, it means she agrees with me. "Yes... Do you want that? It's our only chance.." We're both still crying, and she takes my hands again. "Yeah... Let's do that.. It will be hard, but I'm sure we can do it." I get a smile on my face again. "It's not very different, I mean, at school it'll be the same cause no one even knew and we just have to make sure my parents don't know it if I'm going to yours. But you can't come at mine anymore, only when I'm home alone." She looks down and squeezes my hand a bit. "Okay... Yeah.. Okay let's do it like that. I... I love you Jim.." She calls me Jim, she never does. "Bby... I know it's hard... I know you're sad and I'm sad too but it's our only chance, and we will get through this.." She's still crying, and she hugs me. She lays her head on my shoulder and I hold her close. She doesn't say anything, she just cries. I lay my hand on the back of her head and I let her cry on my shoulder. I whisper in her ear: "It's okay bby, I'm right here, it's not over, I'm still your boyfriend, calm down.." Finally she breaths normal again and stops crying. She looks at me with red eyes of the crying, and she says; "I'm okay.. I know I just.. I love you so much.." I take her cheeks; "I love you too babe.." She smiles sad, and gives me a soft kiss. Her lips are so soft.. I lay down on the couch, and she lays down on me again. This time I don't push her off me, I put my arms around her again. She lays her head on my chest, and her hand goes under my shirt again. "Come on bby, I don't want you to be sad.. Please laugh or something.." She doesn't look at me, cause her head is still laying on my chest. She whispers; "Okay.. Make a joke then.." I get up, and push her away softly again. I sit up on the couch, she sits up next to me. She looks confused at me. "Why did you push me away again?" I smile; "So I can do this.." I start tickling her, and she starts laughing. "Stopppp, please" she says, while laughing. "Nonono, not until you say: Jim is sooo sexy." She tries to get my hands away, but it doesn't work. "Okay okay, Jim is sooo sexy." I stop tickling her, and before she can say something I take her cheeks and kiss her.