✔️ a year • lee haechan

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i took one of the trays and got into the queue for the food.

"do you want more rice?" the vendor asked and i nodded. she added more rice for me and i continue to walk down the line to get all the side dishes.

"hey donghyuck-sshi!" i turn my head to see yena. "hello." i smiled, and she walked closer to me. "want to have lunch together?" i decided to just turn her down nicely, "i am gonna go with my friends though..." i didn't want to be straight up and be like 'oh hey, stop calling me donghyuck and i don't want to have my lunch with you.' because that'll be mean.

"then can i join you to have lunch with them?" i looked away, awkward. does she not get my clue or what. i didn't know what to say so i just blurt out whatever my last brain cell wants to tell, "whatever suits you." and i walked off to join the rest.

"yah, did you fight with yena?" renjun asked. my eyes unconsciously just moved jaeni, and she was looking down. she looks upset, and i don't like it. "i am not in a relationship with her and will never be her. are y'all done with that rumor? thank you." i then stuffed the food into my mouth.

i swear, I'm so done with yena.

firstly, i asked her for help because i was struggling with one of the topics plus i didn't want to disturb jaeni. jaeni's really smart but i just felt that she has too much to cope with, so to not trouble her, i asked yena, who is also really smart.

secondly, i have no slight feelings for yena. sure, she's pretty but not my type. i irks me whenever she just leans closer to me because i felt that it was disrespectful. it's not like we've met for a really long time, we're just classmates all along and it was just our first conversation.

thirdly, i think i have someone in mind.

:)