{3}-dysphoric

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This body is not mine
This skin is not who I am
My voice is to high for me to understand

My mind is clearly a mess
The voices in my head
Making me dread
Making me wish I was dead

I wish I was born with the right body
With a chest of a man
With a voice as deep of the masks of the ocean
But no I was born with a pink banket and rules at hand

When can I be me
When can be myself without regards of other people
When will my body match what I see in my mind
When will you call me a he
When will you call me your son
Your brother
Your nefew

Boy Not girl

But then again here I am
To afraid to say my name
My real name
The one who is me
Not the one that was chosen before me
The one who is me.

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