Mal and Ben. What why?

Chapter 4

I can't believe Jay likes me back I want to date him but I love Ben he said he would wait for me I said thank you and kissed him on the cheek and hugged him I saw Ben staring and then I left and went to find evie I got to the room and she is very worried because I wasn't in the dorm yet.
"Hey Mal where were u I was worried" Evie "I was with Jay I'm fine" I said smiling "oh ok did he finally tell you is that why you are smiling" She said smiling back " Yeah he told me" "So are you gonna break up with Ben and date him" Evie said with a finally face then Ben walked in and said "why would she break up with me and who will you be dating" He said sounding super angry with a really mad face "oh hey Ben it's nothing I'm not breaking up with you anytime soon maybe never" I said sad but didn't show it because Ben would get suspicious "oh ok Mal is there something you are hiding from me" He asked " No I'm not hiding anything "I said " Then why aren't you telling me that you kissed Jay on the cheek" He started to get angry "one because he is my brother and two because I know you saw me do it so why would I tell you if you saw" I yelled at him then Evie left the room I started to leave too but Ben said something "look Mal I'm sorry I just got jealous you know how I am just please don't leave me" He said sad " Fine I won't leave you" I started smiling "good now come here" I did and he kissed me and then he tried taking my shirt off (btw they have done it before) "Ben not now later" "Why no ones here so what does it matter" He said kissing my neck "because Evie is still out there waiting for me now stop and we can finish this when we are at your house ok" "Ok" He said it like he was about to have a fit " Now come on let's go before your late for tourney " I said and he got up and we left to go to their tourney game I saw Jay and he smiled at me and I giggled I little and smiled back at him and Ben just stared at me and Jay with a confused face and then "hey Mal r u cheating on me with Jay" He asked " What no what are u talking about" I said scared because I like him and he likes me so if Ben found out then that could end bad "oh ok just asking" He said with a little smirk because he loved me then he kissed me and Jay saw and got angry and came over and talked " Hey Mal why don't you sit down with Evie so Ben can practice for the game that's in a few minutes" He said then smiled. "Ok" I said and smiled back then went to sit with Evie and Jane and lonnie then the game started