Mal and Ben. What why?

Chapter 17

"Ben I dont know like you said you have been hurting me so many times you lie too me many times you have cheated twice so why should I believe this time will be any different" I said which ended up making Ben get really sad because I wasn't forgiving him I was just agreeing with his bad traits "mal the thing that will be different is that we have a family now I understand it might have took the birth of our twin's to change me but they changed me so I could be their father" Ben says starting to cry I get closer to him and held his head up and leaned in a kissed him he kissed back "yes ben I forgive you but this is the last time you hear me" I state to him "yes ma'am now let's go get our babies" he grabs my hand and he start heading back once we get back jay is sitting on the stairs with lonnie and it looked like they were having a fight me and Ben walked up and I asked "are u guys ok?" "No mal it isnt and it is part your fault" Lonnie yells at me "hey dont say that about her" Ben and jay say together "what just because jay still loves me and he loves me more than you" "wait I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that" I continue "no mal its fine because it's true" jay adds then Ben gets mad so I stop what's happening "hey Ben let's go get malia and Matthew" jay looked confused on why I changed the subject "ok mal" he kisses me on the cheek and he then walks inside with lonnie "mal your back with him what happened with I'm not using you jay I'm just protecting us" "one I said I wasn't and that you could date others even when I wasn't dating Ben I nevered directly said we would get back together right after I break up with Ben and second you were the one who said I was only protecting us" then Ben walks out side with the twins and he takes them to the limo "jay tell the others to get out of my house my 6:00pm sharp" I say then walk off

Why did she want them gone