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Before I met him I was a totally different person. 

I wasn't the same person.

It's funny how a person could change so fast for someone they love. They either change for the better or for the worse. In my case, I changed for the better. I became happier, I thought that as long as I had him I would be okay.

I pulled my knees close to my chest and hugged the BT21 plushie, Shooky, that Yoongi gave me for Christmas. 

Its been a day, calls have been coming in frequently from probably Hobi or Kookie and I'd give the benefit of the doubt for Yoongki. I should have known that he was a guy. Guys can change their minds easily but in my head, I was hoping that this was some kind of cliche drama where the guy suddenly comes and apologizes to the girl and they somehow get back together.

The doorbell rung. I woke from my thoughts and I glanced at the mirror of my room. I had dark circles under my eyes and my eyes were puffy. I went quickly to the bathroom and threw water on my face, I suddenly felt all refreshed. Once I was done I put some foundation on to take away the circles. The doorbell rung again and I got reminded that someone was at the front door. I rushed towards the entrance of the apartment and opened the door. My eyes landed on him. He looked so god damn beautiful that it was hard not to be angry at him. 

"Y/N", his hand moved to touch my face but I moved away. I took a moment of pause to regain my composure and I looked at him again. "Did-", he frustratingly sighed and asked, "Did I do something Y/N?"

"Please Yoongi, I don't want to see you now", I backed away. "Y/N, you have to tell me so we can figure this out together", he pushed on.

"No," I bit my lips trying not to curse, "It's yours to decide, I can not help you with that". 

"Decide what?", his face contorted into something unbelievable. "You have to choose between Suran and me Yoongi!", it was then when I finally let it out. I knew I was being childish, I should have accepted him from the moment he asked me. But who can blame me, I was scared. 

I was scared for commitment. 

He gaped at me and finally, he looked down at his feet "I'm sorry Y/N". I felt a rush of butterflies come, I shouldn't hurt me to feel like this. 

God, I ruin everything. 

"I had a moment of hesitation before, I apologize for my stupidness" He gazed at me with his dark eyes holding regret, "I thought I had felt something for Suran, but I realized that I don't like her that way". 

This was totally some novela or something.

Was he being real? 

"I fucked up Y/N and I'm sorry for that", he took a step forward and I took one backward. "I loved you, I love you, and I will love you Y/N. That's all I will ever do. I'm such an idiot for not realizing that sooner". I stopped, my heart was racing a thousand miles. He entered the house closing the door behind him without breaking eye contact with me. "So Y/N," Yoongi tucked my arm snaking his arm around my waist, our noses were almost touching "I'm crazy about you, there are a million things I want to say to you but I won't. I am just madly in love with you". I breathed in as he came closer. "I love you so damn much". 

We kissed, our lips molding together in a frenzy. 

Fuck you Min Yoongi. 

Why do I like you so much?