Sharp. // Jungkook x Reader {Completed}

Sickness and in health

Jungkook woke up early this morning to throw up. I rub his back carefully as he leans over the bucket. It hurts me when I see him sick. Jungseok is asleep and Jin is watching him. I made his bottles last night so I could take care of Jungkook. I love Jungseok to death but right now, I need to make sure that his father is safe and healthy. Jungkook leans back from the bucket and lays his head against the headboard of his bed.  He looks like he is in so much pain. 

"Jungkook, How did you get sick?" I ask. He looks down. "Y/n, It started raining while I was at the park. The rain reminded me of my family, and I just kind of lost track of time and stood in it for a long time. I went to go home but then I felt sick. I caught the Flu fast and I passed out. Next think I knew Lucas was carrying me to his car. Then I ended up here." He says. I nod. I remove the hair that sticks to his sweaty forehead. I sigh. "Please dont do that babe, I dont want you to get sick like this." I say softly. He lifts his hand and places it on my cheek. "Its okay, I wont. I dont want to worry you." He says. I nod. "Hah, now I sound like the bad guy."  I say. He chuckles then rubs his thumb across my cheek. He smiles.

"Are you feeling okay." I say. He nods softly. "I mean throwing up kinda makes things better." He says. I smile at him then get up. I run over to the bathroom and dampen a towel. I wring it out then fold it. I walk back to Jungkook and place it on his head. He sighs. "Better?"  I ask. He nods. I walk back to the bathroom and wash out the bucket. I look into the mirror. What has happened to me. Why am I feeling sick, not sick as in puking type but more like a hatred towards myself. I feel a tear creep down my delicate cheek. I look into the mirror. Why have I changed so much? Why do I feel so different. I walk slowly back into the bedroom. Jungkook looks at me.

"Y/n?" He says. I stare at the floor with my eyes still dripping tears every once and a while. I look back up at Jungkook and force a smile. "Y-yeah I'm okay." I say softly. He looks at me.  I walk back and sit down. I place the bucket next to him again. I sit down on the bed and wrap my arms around him. I bury my face in the crook of his neck. "Y/n, please tell me whats wrong." He says softly. I sigh. I pull my head away and look down. "I just feel like things are so different now that we have Jungseok. I kind of miss when it was just us sometimes. Im only 22 and I am already a mother." I choke. He looks me in the eye. He thumbs away the tears on my eyes gently. I sigh then look him in the eyes. 

"Dont be sad, nothing is different. We still love each other so much. We are getting married with Jin and Namjoon soon.  It will be okay. Dont cry please. It hurts me." He says. I nod. "I will be happy...i will try not to be sad anymore." I say. I was being truthful. I wanted to be real with him. Jungkook lays his head back. "So....we had some news we wanted to tell you." He says softly. I look down at him. "Yeah?" I say. He smiles at me. "We are moving back to the dorms, and we are doing a new comeback soon." He says. My eyes widen. Is he leaving?

"What about me and Jungseok?" I ask. He takes a deep breath through his nose. "We will be living together....in the dorm next to the others." He says smiling. My eyes widen again and a big smile covers my face. I grin and Jungkook smiles. "We get to live together?!" I say. He nods. I jump off the bed and jump up and down in the room. He chuckles as he watches me. "Wow you seem excited." He says smiling. I nod. He chuckles. I sit back down on the bed. Then I pause.

"Do you think the fans will go crazy if we get married?" I ask. He pauses and bites his lip. He shrugs. "I honestly dont know. You know I love you though so even if we do get hate it wont effect us." He says. I nod in agreement. I have seen things about  Hyuna and Edawn getting kicked out from the company because of them dating and that makes me pretty nervous. I dont want Jungkook to be kicked out of the group because of me. Theres a small knock at the door and Jin sticks his head in. "Breakfast is ready." He says. We nod. I help Jungkook out of bed and we walk downstairs together. There is a smell of eggs in the air. I sit down at the table and Jin hands me my child. I smile at  Jungseok and kisses his tiny head. Jungkook smiles. He puts on a mask making sure he doesn't get the others sick. 

"So Kook, did you tell Y/n the news?" Namjoon asks. He nods. You can tell he was smiling behind the mask because his eyes smile as well. Jimin and  Yoongi are sitting next to each other. Yoongi is talking to him quietly. Meanwhile Jin turns around and tries to stop Namjoon from putting an egg in the toaster. I chuckle softly. It feels good to be with the guys because I know that I will always have them. Jungkook puts his arm around me and pulls me closer to him. He tickles Jungseok gently and Jungseok smiles for the first time. 

Hey yall
sorry for not updating much. OOf i cant spell oml. Anyways congrats to @Pandora_Fox04 for finishing your book! OKAY BYE BYE!