Sharp. // Jungkook x Reader {Completed}

Euphoria

Sounds, sounds of cries all through the night. Its been a few weeks since we got out of the hospital. Im not used to being a mom yet but its getting there. I do sometimes feel that our relationship isn't as strong as it used to. Im afraid that I will lose Jungkook. But from how much he loves me, i find that hard to imagine. Its hard but we are working through it.

"Well if it isn't my beautiful girl!" Jungkook says as he sits on the couch next to me. I was rocking Jungseok to sleep. His breathing was soft. He was finally asleep. Jungkook puts his arm around me and pulls me closer to him. He is warm. "Jungkook-ah, How was practice?" I ask. He grins. "Im getting a solo on our album Love yourself." He says grinning. I smile happily then pull him down next to me on the couch. "Im so happy fro you!" I say. He gives me his cute bunny smile that always makes me melt. 

"Jungkook, are you excited for our wedding?" I ask. He smiles then nods. We decided our wedding would be in 2 months. Im excited to become Jeon Y/n! I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. He really is changing me. My eyes wander across the room. The others are all out for dinner. The tv is on and is playing running man. A memory flashes across my mind, its my parents. Jungkook stares at me, concerned. I look at him. The memory was of when I was little. It was faint but it was clear. It was my 5th birthday. I was at the table in front of a small cake. We were poor back then, very little money. My cake was a simple...cupcake with a small candle. My wish was that I would get a nice husband and my life would be great. I told my parents about my dream and they laughed. I was hurt but i continued to life my parents. 

"Whats wrong?" He asks. I shake my head. "I was just thinking about my parents, im okay dont worry." I say to him. He nods softly. The world seems mute for some reason. I hear the door open and we look up. The boys are back. They wave. "Hey guys." Namjoon says. Yoongi walks straight into his room and slams the door. Jimin also goes to his room and slams the door. I gulp. Jin stares at me. I can tell he can see right through me. I get up and he follows me to my room. I close the door and sit on my bed and stare at the floor. Jin pulls up my desk chair and sits in front of me.

"You okay?" He asks. I shake my head and bite my lip. "Jin, I-i dont know whats wrong with me. I keep getting scared, like having a child is changing me. I cant do it...i just...i cant do this." I say with tears forming. Jin grabs my hands. He looks me in the eyes. "Y/n its going to be okay, please trust me." He says softly. I look at the floor and bite my lip then slowly nod. I feel so lost with myself, I can't hold myself together, and I loose it. The sobs break out.  Jin moves closer and wraps his arms around me pulling me into his warm embrace. Im scared. "Its okay...Its okay dont worry." He coos into my ear as i cry against his chest. He rubs my back carefully. My tears wont stop falling. Theres a knock at the door. The door opens by itself and Yoongi is standing in the doorway. Jin looks at him and Yoongi gestures him to leave. Jin gets up and hands me off to him. Yoongi closes the door and walks over to me. 

"Y/n....Please, dont cry." He says softly. My eyes move up to meet his. Is mint hair is falling into his tired eyes. His eyes have sadness in them. "Y/n, i know what your thinking and I know what its like, I understand your pain. My-my ex girlfriend and I had a baby. She felt the same way you did, and she couldnt take it. She killed my child. We were both so young and she was afraid. My child is dead because of her fears. Please....please promise me that you will be able to take care of Jungseok, Because your like a sister to me." He says. His eyes glitter with the beginnings of tears. 

"Yoongi...I promise you that i will take care of Jungseok, I will be a great mom to him...Yoongi i thought of you as a brother. I'm an only child and ever since i met you i've felt like i've had a family with you guys."  I say softly as a tear falls. "Yoongi, please,please trust that i will be a good mom."  I say. Yoongi pulls me into a hug and holds me, he cries against me. "Y/n, please take care of Jungkook." He cries against me. I nod with more tears falling from my tender eyes. Im sick, i feel like i was about to loose myself but Yoongi just saved me. After a while Yoongi and I walk back into the living room hand in hand. We both have swollen faces and red eyes. Jungkook looks up. 

"What happened?" Jungkook asks jumping up. We both smile at each other softly. "I made a decision to be an amazing mom and Wife." I say softly and he smiles. His arms pull me against him and he buries his face in my neck. Yoongi pats me on the back and smiles, then goes back to his room. Jungkook takes my hand and pulls me back over to the couch. "We are in this together princess." He says softly. I smile. Jungseok is still fast asleep. I smile over at our son. Jungkook intertwines our hands and we sit on the couch together. "I love you..." He says. I respond to him with a kiss. "I love you too."

HEY Y'ALL
im so sorry for not updating! I've been so busy lately, I will try to update more i promise...well i will try at least. Anyway i hope you liked this chapter. Idk how many more there will be in this book. ALSO LETS GET SHARP. TO 1K READS! Okay bye bye lovies~