You used to be my hero, now you're just a disappointment/this how you view me, said I only care about my own enjoyment/said you only care about yourself/don't listen to anyone else/yeah, put those headphones on dude, go ahead, listen to those rappers, it's/what you always seem to do, you only care about your own happiness/you're so conceded/honestly, I can't believe it/so go make your damn music/don't pay attention to me, keep refusing/don't freaking listen when I say something important, shit/I wish I never met you, I hate you and shits unfortunate/I have all these regrets too, I face through it and you the source of it/I don't think you know the pain and hurt you caused/I'd tell you but it's ashame my words get lost/you never listen/so it won't make a difference/this is how I think you see me through my eyes/I can't make you try to understand, you can only try if you decide/
Again, your words, I feel like you abandoned me/that was what you said to me/that was your sentence, I thought that we were family/but things haven't been the same since this pain you left with me/you didn't even bother texting me/tell me what was going on/you just left me all alone/I cry about you thinking of you each damn night/I stay up wondering if things will ever be alright/and if you think of me at all/cause you never contacted with me, no text or call/no explanation at all/ you was my ride, then you just disappeared/and without you I feel something missing here/I kept my promise, you went back on your word/and to be honest, all I feel is this hurt/that you caused me, I feel like idk you anymore/things haven't been like the way they were before/I feel like you're disappointed in me/you saved me, but now this is destroying me, weak/is what I am without you, I feel like a failure to you/I'd ask why you left, but you won't tell me the truth/
I'm not finished/like I said, truth, you won't admit it/I want a real reason/why you started leaving/another thing is I loved you with all my heart and soul/and now it is like I can't even get my emotions in control/you never was there or wanted to be there/I don't think you ever really did care/I hate what you did to me/why things turned out this way is a mystery/I wonder if you're missing me/probably not, but you were everything to me/your honesty stopped and now I feel like I'll never be at peace/now because of all this, it seems I can't trust anyone/not anymore/it's like nothing feels real now, when I was already numb/I just feel so worn/we used to talk about how music brought us closer/now it's hard to listen to cause I have all this weight on my shoulders/you said you was gonna write a whole song for me/maybe you will in the future possibly/but besides the point, fuck all this pain that you put me through/things haven't been the same, but I'm missing you/
YOU ARE READING
Through My Eyes Song (Prod. Riddick X Beats)
PoesíaThis song is for you, if you read it, I will explain everything to you if you do afterwards and if you don't wanna talk or care what I have to say.