Runners ~A fillie story~

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Who wanna see what I look like??

Finn's POV
I missed millie so much I haven't been able to function right lately it's been 2 weeks so far and I barley eat anything, when they took me and Sadie they took us back to the place where we started the foster home, Sadie is upset too, we stay close together so we don't lose each other, I was sitting on my old bed with Sadie next to me just eyes wondering
"Finn. What's gonna happen to us now" she breaks the silence
"To be totally honest with you Sadie, i have no Idea" a tear rolled down my eye as I sat there, said lays her head on my shoulder, I was so upset
"It hurts" I say in a low voice
" I know" is all she says, I wonder is she ok?, I sniffed Sadie lifted her head looking at me, I held my breath she looked at me with her blue eyes I couldn't look at her, she just pulled me into a tight hug, I let of my sobbing that I held back for a week, I need her so bed, Sadie rest her head on mine
"I know finn" is all she say rubbing my back, my tears wet her pink shirt that smelled so much like Millie,I pushed my face in her arms, I just cried and didn't stop soon she was crying too.

Millie's POV
I sit at the lunch table quite so do my friends I told them what happened and they were really hurt too, Hailey sat next to me, Caleb and Gaten sat across from us, we all had sad looks I took this harder then I expected and I can tell Caleb has bee really annoyed lately
"Do you want some of my pudding" Gaten ask pulling it out his bag alone with a spoon I reach my hand out for it he gives it to me
"Thanks" I said
"Hey at least he said he'll come back mills" Caleb speaks up
"Yeah, so he won't be gone forever" Hailey says , a tear rolled down, I cupped my face and let it poor out I never cried in front of them, so I ran out of the lunch room I could hear them calling me but I just ran to a place where nobody goes and that was the Library I push open the doors and see nobody so I just sit and curled up into a ball my eyes out about 5 minuets later I hear it open and see all my friends with sad eyes the bend down immediately and hug me
"I miss him so much" I say in between sobs, they just rub my back
"Millie stop crying" Caleb says in a calm voice
"Yeah, he's not dead, he's coming back I know that for a fact" Gaten adds on
"Just stop crying" Caleb says I didn't take it lightly
"I can't" I say
"Yes you can you just won't" his tone firm and annoyed
"Shut up" I make out
"No because this shit is so annoying. 2 weeks millie. 2 weeks. We're still her trying to Comfort your ass. I'm sorry to brake it to you but wake up and smell the fucking rosés" my eyes widen and red
"No your the annoying one you don't even care how I feel" I say
"Maybe your right I don't care" he scoffs
"You lying son of a gun" I say
"Oh shut the fuck up your over react, you should have never let them in you house and if you didn't we wouldn't be in this situation" he says
"I hate you go away" I say I didn't mean to say this, Caleb had a look of fear mix with anger
"Gladly" he says walking out Gaten and Hailey just sat the looking at me I cried some more after fighting with best friend, I need him at this time so much. The bell rung we all get up I tried to act like nothing happened walking out the library, Gaten and Hailey looked at me strange, I ignored it and walked to my next class with a broken smile
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It was 5 and i was sitting on my bed with Gaten and Hailey
"He was wrong for what he did but you should say sorry and he should say sorry to" Gaten says
"Agreed" Hailey says
"Who side are you guys one, I mean come on I'm the one being put through all this shit" I say rolling my eyes
"We're on the side of right" Gaten says
"So my side of how he should just tell me sorry" I say both of them sigh
"Millie just talk to him about it I'm sure he didn't man it" he adds
"He meant every word that came out his mouth" I say
"Well he wasn't laying" I hear Hailey say
"What do you mean by that" I said looking at her
"I know that you've been going through that whole thing about finn and Sadie leaving but you've been acting like you don't want us around" she says
"Yeah you've been pushing us away" Gaten says looking down
"I can't believe you said that. Get out I don't wanna see you guys right now" I said
"See your doing it again" Gaten says he didn't wast anytime outing on his coat and his book bag and Hailey does the same
"I'm not doing doing anything, you guys are just being shitty friends" I say watching them walk out that door, shaking there heads
"Get the fuck out I don't need non of you" I say walking behind them
"But we need you millie, your our best friend" Hailey says
"Oh shut up with that friend shit" I say up the stairs they open the front door
"What is wrong with you" Gaten scoffed walking out, I burst into tears I just pushed all my friends that's the only thing I know how to do, why does this have to me why, my tears rolled down fast
"Everyone is leaving" I say in a sob. I just can't anymore.