Runners ~A fillie story~

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Millie POV
FINN DOES DRUGS
"What did he promise" I asked Sadie as we sit on my bed
"One day, when me and Finn were back at the foster center place, it was around 3am, I had to go to the bathroom so I went and I found finn passed out on the floor and beside him I seen the meth and I didn't really know finn, he never talked to anyone but I called one of the lady's that took care of us and told her, they took him and put him in the hospital, maybe two days later he came back to the center, when he came back I would go in his room every other night to check on him, and we became friends, then I told him we're gonna make a promise, and we said that he won't do it again. But he did he knows home much I hate meth." Sadie couldn't look me In The eyes, she looked down at the floor and tears just ran down her face, I held her like how a would mum caring
"Sometimes people brake promises, everyone makes mistakes" I say in a low voice
"Sadie can we please talk" I hear finn at the door
"Go away" she says sniffing
"Look at me, I'm gonna let him and you guys are gonna talk" I say she lifted her head and nodded, I got off my bed and walked to the door opening it, finn had a sorry dark look on his face, his chocolate eyes looked deep into mine, he was cute. Wait what the hell am I saying. I walked out right after him and closed the door so they could talk, then I went down stairs on my phone to text my favorite people. I made a group chat called The idiots 🍃.
Millie🧡🔬: Hey guys wanna come over?
Hailey💀🖤:sure Ugly
Gaten💙🍪:as long as there is food. I'll go
Caleb❤️💎: yeah and we all gotta y'all when we get there.
Millie🧡🔬: ok, see you guys.
After that I hear foot steps come downstairs, I turn to see a smile Sadie and an annoyed finn, I smiled
"So you guys are good now" I suggest
"Yes" Sadie says
"Thanks" finn says wrapping his arms around me, he bends down due to how short I was, I hugged back, he was warm and he smelled like my brother, the hug was everything I wanted, when he let go my cheeks got hot, I guess Sadie seen it so she giggled
"I'm- yeah no problem, my friends are coming over in a few, let's Oder something but not pizza, I don't like it" i say there eyes wide
"Millie your lying" finn says? I shake my head no then a knock came to the front door, it couldn't have been my friends. Dad. Why is he back so early he usually come back in like two weeks.
"Go upstairs and don't come out of my room" they quickly nodded then went up, I fixed a smile on my face and went poing the door to reviled my dad
"Hi dad, your back early" I say
"No I just forgot something" he says, he pushed me out the way and ran upstairs, I sighed.
"Millie Bobby Brown, get up here right now" I could hear my dads raspy voice, i rushed up stairs into the door way, he looked at me
"Why is this in my room" he says holding up the towel that finn used
"I um I left it in her w-when I w-was cleaning" I looked down at my pail cold feet, I hear my dad feet rushed over to me, and he hit me hard right in my stomach with his fist, I fall to the clenching my stomach, he got down and beat me a bit more on my face and arms, I flinched with every hit
"Stay out of my fucking room bitch." he says, inches away from my face his hot cancer stick breath hit my cold cheeks. After he walking out then down the gone, I flinch as the door closed hardly, I just laid there shaking, but no tears came out I held them back
"MILLIE" I hear finn shout, he came to me and picked me up
"Are you ok" he says, i nodded, he put me in his arms I was weak, that was gonna make me Cry, and I can't cry.
"Get off me" It Hurt to say it, he slowly let go I walked away into my room past Sadie into my bathroom locking the door. I walked over to my Mirror and got out my blade and lifted my shirt looking at my stomach, it slowly turn black, I put the blade over it and cut, cut, cut watching the blood come slowly, after a couple more I cleaned myself up a bit and looked at myself
"It's all your fault but your ok, just a bit of marks, now put that dumb ass smile on your face" I say tears tried to come out but I won't let it, i put that smil on my face, and walked out the bathroom, finn looked at me upset and confused, then another knock came
"Oh more people, I'll get it". I walk down the stairs thinking to myself. What the fuck is wrong with me.