"What the hell is wrong with you!" Lili spat as Cole walked in tipping over every second. He groaned hiccuping as he seen she was up. "Betty goes back to sleep" he spat. "Lili. I'm Lili. We're not at work cole!" She said annoyed. "Okay then fucking Lili go back to sleep," cole said angrily. " how am I supposed to go back to something I was never doing," she said annoyed. "You know I'm getting really tired of coming home every night to you bitchin," Cole said mumbling. "While you're out drinking EVERY NIGHT I stay here to make sure you come home and you're not dead. Every night cole! Every single night. For the past 3 months?! This is no okay... Because you want to go out and party with famous people. I have so many concerns. So nights you don't even come home" Lili said hurt on the verge of crying. He hugged her sighing she hugged him back resting her head on his chest sighing loud too. Then she felt something in her pocket. She pulled it out seeing white powder in a small bag. "Lili I can explain that one" he promised. She looked at him like he just admits to murder. She walked quickly to the bathroom pouring it out. "Fuck lils!" He spat. She went to the alcohol cabinet slamming everything that has alcohol in it on the floor. "What the fuck are you doing you crazy ass!" Cole asked trying to stop her. She finally broke the last one holding onto the cabinet as she cried. She walked to the room cutting her foot on the broken glass but not caring enough and he followed grabbed her arm spinning her tight. "Do it. Fucking hit me I dare you!" She spat. She watched his jaw clench and he's breathing be heavy. "Do it" she begged him to mad at him. Tears ran down her face so quickly it was like water raining from her eyes. He let go of her arms. "You are just like him" she whispered which hit his heart. He was drunk and high but he still understood what was going on. She walked to her closet. He meant to ask her where she was going but it came out "where the fuck do you think you're going," he asked. "I'm going somewhere away from you call me where you're not high or drunk!" She cried trying to wipe her face but it was no use. He was gonna beg her to stay but instead encouraged her to go.
Cole woke up feeling terrible sick and sad. Charles busted open the door looking pissed. "Why is lili at my house with my girlfriend crying her eyes out? Coke? Really cole?" He shouted. "It was a one time thing" cole said rubbing his head. "That's what everyone says but look at them now. On the corner no lilis and money or home!" Charles spat grabbing him by the collar of his shit. "Fix you're fucking self before you talk to little you fucking pig" he spat slamming him on the bed leaving.
Cami sat there staying up with her bestie all night who cried her eyes out explaining the whole fight. Feeling like she was let out of a cage only to be slammed back into one. He reminded her of her ex. It was terrible. A knock came. "Come in" cami said. Cole opened the door closing it behind him. Cami looked like she wanted to murder him and lili kept crying. "Cami can you please i promise i won't get to close without her permission" cole begged. She got up leaving lili behind with him."baby"he whispered. "Don't call me that" lili begged holding herself. She had messy hair that was bed head. Her mascara was running down her face. Her lipstick spread across her face. She was in one of Charles t shirts and camis shorts. "Please let me explain myself to you before you tell me I'm just like him. Like i don't deserve you and I've broken you more then before. Please let me try" cole begged with a cracking voice. "Okay" she whispered. "I've been stress lils. I've been hearing thing and i don't blame you for wanting to leave. I've heard it all. You cheat you want to leave your using me you hate me and that's why i started drinking so much. It started all so slow. Then i started hanging out with the wrong people my quote friends. They pressured me into trying it and i agree. You think a grown ass man would have balls to say no and mean it" he said scratching his head." Then he left and told me to grab the bag and meet him. And when i did he was being arrested. So I left. I didn't know had it. I wasn't going to do anymore. It was terrible and its not something fun.. I lost myself trying to take care of myself only to make myself worst. There's been times where i thought i should..."cole stopped talking noticing now he was pacing. Lili grabbed his hand sitting him on the bed. "I should leave... Not in leaving you or just disappearing. I just want to sleep forever sometimes. I'm using drinking as my method to healing but nothings healing. And now my relationship is in trouble a fuck ton of trouble and if your to leave lili just know i fucking love you. I still do and I'm sorry i listen to those stupid shit rumors but i can't stop. It's all i hear and i don't know...i don't know what to do"cole said holding her hand right. " cole. "None of that is a good excuse to hurt me like you have been doing. But i love you way to much to let this go without a second try. We can get through this... But i have a few questions "lili whispered. " anything. All honesty. "Cole promised.
" did you ever cheat?"lili asked with tears.
"God no!"-C
"Did you ever do that drug before and will you do it again?"-L
"I swear i never did nor never will" -C
"Was it the drinking or coke which made you so aggressive last night"-L
" you know damn well I've never acted like that with you ever. It was the drug i swear"-C
"Are you gonna started treating me like how he did" she asked breaking down into tears again. "I will never ever treat you like that asshole and so help me God if i ever bumb into him " cole said brushing her said back. She held his hand right leaning on his shoulder. "I'll never drink again without your permission " cole promise.she kissed his cheek sighing not knowing what to do. "Cole is this ever happens again i won't be a idiot ill leave you" she promised. "I hope you will. I'll have to learn the hardest way. Don't let me put you through that again. I don't deserve your chances. But God i love you. Thank you" he said.
3 months later.
Cole walked in stumbling. "Hey baby" lili smiled. "Ohh my little princess" he slurred drunk wrapping his arms around her waist kissing the side of her face. She giggled. After the day of the talk he didn't touch a drink without her implying it was okay to. Kj had asked him and he said he didn't know ask lili. Lili gave approval seeing how he's act now. "I love you baby" he smiled kissing her. "I love you to cole" she smiled holding his face in between her fingers. She seen he had a scratch. "What happen here" she asked. "God so helped me because i seen Ivan(her ex). And i busted his ass" cole said. "I hope you don't mind. I'm sorry" he said. "No you're fine. Everything fine" lili smiled kissing him again. "Oh my goooddd i love you!!" He chuckled picking her up cause her to giggle.
