this is only a prologue of something I'm working on and I don't really know where I'm going with it but I haven't updated in years and I need feedback so hi. help me thank you.
also I wrote this in like half an hour after reading a depressing ass fanfiction lMaO
*Trigger Warning, Mentions of Suicide**
stay safe loves <3
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Something I always used to hear when I was little was to be grateful for what you have because another child out in the world somewhere would do almost anything to have what you have.
I suppose I understood that then but I just played it off as just another one of those things parents tell their kids so they grow up to be a better person or some shit.
But, if I'm being honest, I didn't care. All I wanted to do was to just disappear. Throw myself off a cliff and embrace the fall. Those other kids need what I have more than I do, so what not give it to them?
That's what I told myself about a month ago.
Here I am now, standing at the edge of a desolate forest cliff. If the circumstances were different, maybe I would've sat down and twirled a nearby dandelion with my fingers. But that nearby frail little plant has his blood tainted in it's tuffs, dying the white plant a deep crimson red. I don't want to touch it. I'm afraid of what will happen if I do.
I wouldn't of minded the blood. If it wasn't the blood from my little brother, that is.
His blood tainted the ground in red ribbons, each tracing down to the cliff. It seemed as though he was desperate to do it.
The sight made me nauseous. It's definitely not a sight I wish upon anyone to see.
No one else needs to see his blood painted upon the ground as if it were a canvas.
No one else needs to see the result of my failure as an older brother.
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dark shit. this is probably the prologue for a work called dandelion boy that will maybe, unlikely, but still maybe be drafted and written for Wattpad. let me know what you think because I need to know if this sounds interesting, how I can improve it etc.
thanks my pals and have a nice day.
|| okay so I just re-read and edited it and it's actually hella dark and I'm questioning my own sanity but I promise the whole book isn't planned out to be as dark lol. just though I should clear that up :)) I'm not that insane ||
-lucidlies-
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