spin the bottle

Chapter 8

Me and Tyler ate lunch at McDonald's and chilled in one of the booths and  we seemed to have lost track in time as it was beginning to get dark. "Wow so you've never spoken to your mum since?" Tyler asked stroking my thigh.

"No and to be honest I don't really care, you learn just to suck it up and move on."

"Fuck parents we don't need them anyway!"  I always wondered why Tyler goes to boarding school he doesn't seem like the type. "What about you why do you go to boarding school then?"

"Believe me if I had the choice I wouldn't go, as soon as I turn 18 I'm dropping out!"

"Dropping out?" I repeated.

"Yeah its no Biggy I've got other plans to make money, plans that don't require a education!"

"what do your parents think about it?"

"Fuck what they think!" Tyler snapped

"I take it you don't have a good relationship with your parents."

he shrugged. I could see Tyler was beginning to feel uncomfortable so I changed the subject. "After school I want to go to university and study to become a doctor, I've always loved the thought of being payed to save someone's life."

he smiled. "You are a little sweetheart aren't you!"

"I try my best!"

Today I shared a very special moment with Tyler that I had never done with anyone else and I wondered if this now meant we were something more than friends. "Thanks for today I really enjoyed it all of it!" I admired

"Me too and I think we should spend more time together!" Tyler added

I hesitated. "So does this mean me and you are like a thing now?"

Tyler looked like his heart had just stopped. "Ocean me and you will never be a thing!"

I could feel my face turning red from embarrassment and rage. "So basically what your saying is your just going to use me for sex like I said at the beginning! what was I even thinking to allow you to touch me. I'm so dumb!" I yelled standing up.

"Where you going?" Tyler said standing up as well.

"Away from you!"

"Come on don't be so dramatic, you need to understand I don't do relationships but that doesn't mean we cant have fun together."

I could feel my teeth grinding and my fists clenching. "You make me sick and I hope you know your going to live a miserable lonely life with them intentions, honestly do you not care about what anyone else wants besides yourself!" I gave him a dirty look and then stormed out of MacDonald's and caught the next bus back to the dorm. Elin already warned me about Tyler and how he treats girls but I decided to ignore her, why am I so dumb?

I was a little scared to return back to campus in case the school found out that me and Tyler skipped the rest of the day but I guess I was safe for now.

"Look who decided to show up!" Elin laughed "So where was you today at lunch?"

I couldn't be bothered to explain so I just shrugged.

"Hmm let me guess you snuck off with a boy and that boy being Tyler?" she asked grinning

"Yes me and Tyler hung out today." I tell her

"And did you do a lot of kissing?"

"Yes and a little bit more!" I told her what me and Tyler got up to.

"Omg Ocean you naughty girl skipping school and getting fingered, you really are coming out of your shell aren't you!" Elin advised me with tips about sex and Tyler not that I would need them as today was just a one off but I pretended to listen in. She also told about her first times and all the things not to do which I guess is pretty funny. "So most boys prefer swallow because it turns them on or something, but anyway I've got us invited to another party this weekend so don't make any plans okay."

"Another party?" the thought of this party drains me. I don't know if I'll be able to keep up with Elin going to parties every weekend. I'm surprised her organs haven't collapsed due to the amount of alcohol she consumes.

However the weekend arrives and we get ready for the party and some of Elin's older friends come and pick us up. We arrive at a rather big house and it's really busy. In the living room I hear a loud bang and few people murmur as a boy and girl argue and I recognise the voice-Tyler. Tyler walks out of the room and a small girl with pale skin and pink hair walks out too. "WTF is wrong with you, you literally just pushed me off your lap!!!" she shouts

"Seriously Katy just leave me alone its embarrassing and pathetic how slutty you act around me and I don't want to have sex with you tonight you don't know what to do in sex and you pull at my dick like your pulling carrots from the ground it hurts!"  Tyler hissed.

The girl's jaw dropped. "Well then don't ever ask me for sex again cause you wont be getting nothing!" she then walked off and Tyler purposefully nudged me while grabbing for a bottle and heading outside he seemed off so I decided to follow him outside.

"What's up with you?" I asked taking a seat next to him on the patio.

"Your right I am going to be lonely and miserable forever I mean even my own parent's don't want me, my mum found some new guy that she's totally in love with and they're going to be having a baby and everything will be perfect as long as I'm not there!" Tyler gushed

I didn't expect for Tyler to actually open up to me but even though I'm still mad at him i guess he could do with some support. "I'm sure that's not true!"

"No they literally said that I will only cause stress and trouble to my mum and to the baby and they're isn't enough room for the five of us to be living there- my stepdad has a son already. They could of easily made my stepbrother go live with his mum instead and he just come visit us on weekends but they just wanted me to be out of the way so they sent me here and the night before I left they were already planning how to decorate the room for the new baby. Today My mum text me for the first time since I've moved here to tell me the baby is due in a couple of weeks, but do you think she even asked me about how I am!" Tyler seemed as if he was holding back a cry and instead drank from the bottle.

I put my arm around him. "Listen I understand that feeling to be pushed out by your parents I hate it but we cant let it beat us down cause we don't care or need their love, we will do perfectly fine by ourselves." I took the bottle from his hand and through it to the grass. "And drinking wont make the feeling go away the best way to get rid of the feeling is by having fun!"

"You're right!" he said and then he pressed his lips against mine, i quickly pulled back. "Please Ocean let me kiss you its all I've been thinking about all week I don't want anyone else except you!"