Romance in the air

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It was 8th grade. Art class. I took the form of a human named [redacted] and hung out alot with the one thing i created. A human. Perfected to my liking. She started out unknowing of me. As if i were a stranger. Only if she knew. It all started when she went a type of 'yandere' and i helped her and calmed her. I felt accomplished. I found someone i could call mine. But first she needs to be mine. So, biting my lip with anticipation, i ask her to be mine. Hesitantly she says yes. I smile. Happier than a puppy getting its ball. Happier than a man getting a raise. I was content. But. I was unfamiliar with human language. Unfamiliar with communication. My world crashed down as i heard the simple words,"i think we should break up" i sat. On my bed staring at the glowing screen with the words in front of my face. Crying. Blood. Red ooze drips from my eyes as i was crushed. I was filled with sadness. Then anger. I blamed her. And instead of trying to make it better i only made it worse. I blamed her for everything. Getting others to hate and pick on her. Im a fool. A dumb bloody fool. I was numb. Numb to pain so much so i tried other humans to be with. All failed. Not a one of them could be as good as her. A year passed. Drugs. Alcohol. Trouble. That was all i did. I wasnt human. I couldn't feel it. On the edge of suicide i pick up my phone, sitting on the edge of a cliff i text her.

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