The Heart And The Mind

H I M

the last eight pages have been about you

here is the ninth addition

i love you more than you will ever know

and that's okay

i know that it would only make you feel bad 

all i really want for you is all the happiness in the world

i would take away your sadness and take it for myself if i could

so that you would not have to feel it anymore

so that when my throat closes and my guts twist whenever i see you with her

i will be okay

knowing that you have the happiness i wished upon you

despite it having naught to do with me