The Heart And The Mind

w h y

love is such a confusing concept

it's so difficult to have someone on your mind everyday

and just as difficult not to

it's hard to fall aimlessly in love with someone 

but just as hard not to

see, i've spent my entire life thinking that 

i had too big a heart

i cared too much and fell in love with too many people

 i hated it

but now after all the things that have happened 

and all the days i've survived through

i find myself unable to care at all

unable to feel

so now i'm thinking that having too big a heart sounds pretty great right about now

because maybe it's not about who you do or don't love

maybe it's about why we do or don't love