under the moonlight - doil

chapter 7 : hard for me

Taeil is not the type of person to talk about himself and Doyoung know it.

Somehow all SM ENTERTAINMENT staff and artist heard about the 'peck'. Doyoung got into hell because of his innocent peck, literally his innocent feeling toward Taeil. Lee Sooman personally contacted Doyoung and asking to meet the male.

Doyoung was actually trembling, Lee Sooman invited him for lunch but every time the day come he's always busy so Doyoung was literally wants to kill himself.

During NCT 2018 meeting, Lee Sooman was there giving a speech about their plan for next years and he was smiling at Doyoung. He doesn't look despise at Doyoung at all, so Doyoung doesn't even know how to react to that.

Ever since the story about him kissing Taeil goes around, he tried to not interact with Taeil. Doyoung knows that Taeil didn't even know about the peck story going around, because Taeil seem to be unbothered. Johnny scold the hell out of Doyoung once he heard about the story. Doyoung knows Johnny had something for Taeil but Johnny is a coward !

Doyoung wasn't sure who spread the rumour but he suspect Haechan was behind everything. Haechan probably told the manager and the manager spread the rumours. Doyoung is not planning to scold Haechan because if he didn't kiss Taeil, there's going to be no rumours.

NCT main vocalist was asked to do a voice recording that day and Doyoung isn't feeling well and he is sure the vocal trainer going to scold him bad. Jaehyun is not talking to Doyoung at all (Everyone knows Jaehyun also has something for Taeil but Jaehyun always tried to deny his own feeling) and Doyoung was scared to talk to Taeil, he was afraid he would trigger the kissing rumours.

Taeil, Jaehyun, Doyoung and Kun was siting in the vocal practice room, listening to the vocal trainer silently. Taeil and Jaehyun were called to do the first recording, Doyoung was just sitting there taking a deep breath looking upset. Kun ignored Doyoung as he played with his phone.

"Why are you looking at me?!" Doyoung said angrily, slapping Kun hard as he eyed the new member. Kun ignored the weird Doyoung as he sat further away.

"What is you're problems?!" Doyoung asked Kun, he pulled the Chinese idol by his arm and force Kun to face him. Doyoung was red and messy.

Kun took a deep breath as he pushed Doyoung hands on him away, slowly. Looking straight at Doyoung as he formed a light smile on his lips. Doyoung was still looking at Kun, blankly.

"Tell him about it. There no reason for you to get this upset if you haven't even tried confessing." Kun said slowly, he isn't fluent in Korea yet but he knew Doyoung is crazy in love and Doyoung was just scared and confuse.

"You don't know anything!" Doyoung said as he ignored Kun.

Kun pretended that nothing happen and looked straight to his phone. It's not like he was the one who wanted to talk about it, Doyoung wanted someone to talk too and he started picking a fight because clearly he doesn't want to look weak. Kun is actually the best person to talk too after Taeil and Johnny and Doyoung know that but he was just too embarrassed to confess.

After the vocal recording finished, Lee Sooman called Doyoung again. He invited Doyoung for a lunch at his office. Doyoung was ready to get fired, he knows he did wrong and it only rights for him to get fired and leave this industry because he's disgusting and worthless.

Before Joining SMENT, Doyoung really looks up to the man named LEE SOOMAN and even after meeting the man few times, he was always amazed how soft and humble Lee Sooman is and evens after the most terrifying meeting of all, Doyoung knows why Lee Sooman is so successful. He literally only give a positive tips and thought.