I got a suggestion from makda_912 for a chapter I should do. (Btw me and her go way back) 👇🏽
(I'm the one with the giraffe neck and the tall ass bun💀)
So I'm finna do what it do 😎
Question : if you could go in the past and change something in history or in your life, what would it be ?
(Y'all can answer too)Answer : Well off the top of my head, I cant think of ONE thing. I'd have to change a lot of things. So imma tell y'all the 3 things I'd change.
1. I'd go back to my 8th grade year and I'd confess my feelings for a certain boy. He's the boy I've told y'all about and the boy I've told all my friends about, basically the only boy I've ever gone out with and said the L word too.
2. I'd go back to the day of my 8th grade graduation ,when I went to my first party with no adults. At that party, I was my usual shy self. While all the girls was twerking on everyone , I was cuddled up with my boo or sitting alone drinking my apple cider. All of a sudden, this boy comes up to me while I'm drinking my apple cider and asks me if I could twerk on him and I looked at him like 👇🏽
I stand up to walk away and he follows me. He starts trying to seduce me and shit, while I'm screaming "OH HELL NAHHHHH" unfortunately he ended up grinding against me on the dance floor and I gave in, so I was grinding back on him. And OF COURSE my dumbass starts twerking on him knowing DAMN WELL I can't twerk. So I'm basically twerking my back on this nigga and I know he was disgusted af 💀 after that I threw in the towel 😭 god gave me the ability to talk so I could spread his word, but he did NOT give me the ability to twerk on niggas. But don't get me wrong, everyone that knows me now knows that I twerk all the time now but mostly when I'm happy.
3. I got a fun fact for y'all. MLK died on my birthday. Well he died in 1968, which was before I was born but he died on April 4th which is my birthday !!! I would go back to 1968 and protect his ass from that bullet. MLK is one of the most celebrated black people in America and for good reason. People always worry about that bitch ass speech he made but they never look at what he preached about entirely. He basically told his people "Don't hit them back, just keep marching". He was telling his fellow people that when the white people hit them and throw things at them to stop them from marching, to not go after them and just continue on. That takes so much self control to do. Imagine marching with MLK and having a brick thrown at your face by a racist white man, while he's calling you all types of disrespectful words. That's what those people had to do and it took a lot of self control and guts.
I can't think of anything else I'd change because honestly, I believe that everything happens for a reason ❤️
Thanks for reading 🥀 & since I don't proofread, DONT mind any mistakes
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