Heartbroken ♥️💔 Part 1

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Summary: Gray is dating Juvia and Natsu is  heartbroken.

Warning this is quite long

Gray's POV
Juvia and I have been dating for 4 months now. We're happy I guess will she's more happy. She's a really nice girl but I've never been interested in girls. However, I could never admit it because I promised my father and mother when I was younger I would marry a amazing women. Which means I have to date girls because I said that. In reality I love Natsu I have always loved him. Since the first time I saw him at the guild. It was love at first sight when I saw his adorable chubby cheeks and his dazzling dark green eyes. Also how short he is, how cute he acts, how funny he could be, his passion for the guild aka family, and everything else. I got angry at myself when I first saw him and how I felt I hated that I felt that for him. So I figured if I made him like a enemy or something my feelings would go away. That's when I started having fights with him. That plan didn't work out well. We started getting closer and my feelings grew. So I've started a new plan date a cute and amazing girl so my feelings go away.
Which actually didn't work just the thought of spending the rest of my life with Juvia makes me gag. The only things we do are go on boring ass dates, fight, have sex which I don't even enjoy, then we go on missions and don't see each other for weeks or even months, and then it starts over. I also have the feeling she's cheating on me but I can't accuse her until I'm sure of it. I've also haven't talked much to my little Natsu I mean Natsu. He hasn't been in the guild for 8 months. Yes, I've kept count.

Natsu's POV
I've never thought that Gray would actually date Juvia. I don't hate her but why her? I sighed and told Lucy she had to leave my house ignoring Lucy who was rambling about who knows what. Lucy is my best friend but sometimes she talks way to much. Why doesn't she go explode her boyfriend loke with all those questions? Lucy used to like me like really like me. She confessed to me and that's when I told her I liked boys. I just couldn't stand seeing her cry and say she wasn't good enough. At first she didn't believe me then she did when I showed her old pictures of Sting and I dating. I really miss him so so much. However, I promised him I would get over it and have a amazing future. Sting and I loved each other a bunch. He even asked me to marry him which I of course I said yes. We kept it a secret only letting close really close friends know. We had are reasons Sting has a homophobic cousin who would do anything in her power to Kill me and if word spread out all this drama we didn't want would happen. We were engaged for 2 months the next month we would be married and tell the world we were married and loved each other finally. But something horrendous happen. Sting he.....he....d-died. He was killed by a jealous person who found out He and I were dating. He hated us for being happy and successful so he killed Sting. I was so depressed. I even tried ending my own life twice. Which failed once because Happy stopped me and the next because I remembered my promise and the beautiful thing inside me. I still cut myself now and then but now it's less very less I loved him so so fucking much. However, I've managed to get a bet better because of our promise.

~Flashback~

Natsu's POV
Sting and I were having a amazing date we were at a flower park. We were having a picnic there. When we were finished eating the sun was going down. So sting and I decided to watch it. We sat under a tree me in his lap. With his arms wrapped around my waist and me holding one of his hands. We watched the sunset and talked about our future. "Hey, Natsu where do you want to get married?" He asked. "Hmm...Paris the love place." I said. Sting chuckled and I felt him nod. He then said, "Whatever you like princess." I smiled and asked, "Wanna have kids? I...do" I could literally feel Sting smile. He said in the happiest voice ever, "Of course I want to have 4 two boys and two girls. I would love little people who are half me and half the person I love the most." I chuckled. I then sighed and said, " I-I... can get...pregnant...Sting." Sting gasped surprised, "Really!? Omg Natsu!" I giggled and looked at him. I grabbed my stomach and said, "I'm pregnant, Sting. 2 weeks now." Sting stood up picked me up and Spin me around. He chuckled while I giggled. He put me down and started jumping around happy saying "I'm going to be a dad! Omg I'm going to be a dad." We went home the next day we went to the same spot because we forgot are picnic basket thing. That's when I heard a gun shot. I looked quickly at my Sting and saw him fall to the floor. He was shot on the side! I dropped the picnic basket and yelled, "Sting! Baby! My love no no no! Stay with me and our baby!" I grabbed my phone crying calling Porlyusica. She and I were really close since I came to her telling her what have been happening and she told me I was pregnant and asked who the father was and everything. She answered I didn't even let her say hello I quickly rambled, "Sting got shot! I don't know who! We are at the SunnyWay flower park! Please hurry!" I cried and she said, "On my way Natsu don't worry."
I hanged up and struggled to put Sting's head on my lap. I rubbed his head slowly and said, "Sting talk to me. Please stay I have your baby. I can't live without you. You're my soulmate. I NEED you." My tears fell down my cheeks like waterfalls. I then heard Sting say as loud as he could which wasn't that loud at all."I love you...Natsu. Please if this is the end take care our little angel. Please be happy I know you love me and I love you. That we are each others soulmates. But I know that you'll find someone else. Be happy Natsu for me and our little angel. Can you promise me something?" I nodded and said, "O-Of course." "Promise you'll find someone anyone who makes you happy and that someone loves you as well. Promise me together you'll take care of our baby. Promise me you'll not dwell on my death. Also promise me you'll remember me but not this sad moment. I love you so very much my princess. You have been my happiness since forever. Please tell Rogue that I love him as a best friend that thanks for everything he's done. Also lector give him to Rogue me as a memory since you already have the little angel. Natsu also can you name the baby Haruto if it's a boy or Gen if it's a girl? Also my adorable baby who's still not in this world know I love you! Know that you can be and do whatever you want. Listen to your beautiful daddy he's amazing. Take care of him please. I love both of you so very much." He said. I wiped my tears but more kept coming. I said, "Of course love. I love you so much and you won't die! I won't allow it! I'll die if you die!" Sting with all his strength got up and hugged me. "I'm s-sorry....I-I s-s-should be comforting you." I said. Then Porlyusica came.
We were at Porlyusica's house when she came out the room looking sad. She said, "Natsu I'm sorry..." I looked down and fell to my knees I cried I cried till I past out.

~End of Flashback~

I never came back to the guild only telling Lucy, Rogue, Erza and Happy to go on jobs for me and bring back money for me and I would repay them after I gave birth to Gen or Haruto. I never went and saw if it's a boy or girl I wanted to be surprised. Sting passed away 8 months ago I kept my promise kinda. Rogue and I got way closer after Sting past away we always comfort each other. I like Gray but he doesn't like me anyways I don't think he does. I was at home rubbing my tummy while watching some videos of Sting and I. I know I shouldn't be but I couldn't help it. In the video Sting and I were baking a cake. We had a Bunch of videos because "We can show it to the future kids."
In the video I had a bit of frosting on my face and Sting went and said, "Look you have a bit of." Then he licked it off. I giggled and said, "How dare you?"
Meanwhile, me watching it was crying. I got up and went and washed my face. My stomach wasn't at all that big it was barely even noticeable and I'm freaking 8 months almost 9 pregnant. At first that REALLY worried me but Porlyusica said it was normal for a dragon slayer to barely have a stomach. Which relived me very much it's the only thing giving me a tiny bit of happiness. I put a baggy hoodie that was Stings. It still smelled like him. I put on some jeans and converse. I walked out my house and went to buy some stuff. While I was walking around I saw Juvia with Lyon? They...They were making out?! No wait what. I walked closer and I was correct. "Juvia?" I said softly. She looked at me with widen eyes. She pushed Lyon away from her. She said, "Natsu wait don't tell Gray! Juvia was going to break up with Gray but she felt bad! Please don't be mad. Juvia just...Juvia  knows there isn't a reason or excuse she should be doing something horrible like this..." I sighed and said, "Yes, there isn't. Now can you tell Gray?" She nodded and asked, " Can Natsu come?" I nodded as well. I grabbed my tummy. She grabbed my arm and interlocked our arms together. You know like friends do. I'm not mad at her she just didn't want to hurt Gray's feelings. However by doing this she's going to hurt him more. Everyone makes mistakes like I did when I forgot the stupid ass Basket. I became a more forgiving person. We arrived to Gray's apartment. Juvia let go of our arms and knocked. Gray opened the door surprise to see me. He smiled and said, "Natsu?! Hey, I've missed you in the guild." Juvia sighed and said, "May Natsu and Juvia come in?" Gray nodded and opened the door wider. When Juvia and I came in she grabbed Gray's hand and said, " Juvia' so sorry Gray...Juvia...cheated on Gray with Lyon...don't blame Lyon he thought Juvia and Gray broke up...Lyon didn't know Gray and Juvia still dating." Gray started crying which was rare. He mumbled, "P-Please get out." She did she waved a sad goodbye and walked away.

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