Help Me |°| Rihanna + Beyoncé (Completed)

Chapter 19: Progress

"You need to call who?" Ciara asked as she sat down behind her desk.

"Beyonce." I said and twiddled my thumbs trying to keep my composure.

"No. I can't let you do that." She said taking off her glassed as she sat down behind her desk.

"But she's in trouble."

"Rihanna no you can't call her. I don't care if she's in trouble she's not your responsibility and what could you possibly do from in here?" She asked and I sighed rolling my eyes.

"Ciara you know I wouldn't ask if it wasn't important." I rubbed my forehead.

"And you know if we weren't in here I'd have no problem letting you call her, but I don't need you trying to jump into anything that doesn't need you in it." She said and I dropped my head.

"Fine." I shot up and walked to my room rubbing my forearms.

Day 84...

"Rihanna." Ciara called as I stared up at the celling.

"What?"

"You've been quiet ever since I denyed your phone call."

"Im just trying to think things over."

"What exactly?" She crossed her arms.

I averted my eyes and looked at the window.

"That's what I thought. You can't save her all the time okay."

"I know and I have to come to terms with that. It takes time not you telling me so every five minuets, okay." I said and glared at the ceiling.

"Okay, I think we're done here. When you come back be ready to talk."

"So you want me to stop coming here?"

"Yes."

"You supposed to be helping me."

"How am I supposed to help you if you don't want to help yourself." She uncrossed her arms and stood up grabing her notebook off the table.

"Goodbye Rihanna." She said and say behind her desk.

I sighed and left. I went to my room and layed on the bed. I leaned over and took out my notebook. I looked at the list that I made and sighed.

I stared at Beyonce's name for what felt like forever. I took the pen and crossed out her name. I crossed it out so much I almost put a hole in my paper. I sighed and closed the book. I picked it up and threw it on my nightstand.

"Maybe its time to turn over a new leaf."

Day 106

"Mamma!" I ran up to her and hugged her tightly.

"Hey babe how are you!" She asked excitedly.

"I'm okay. Where my baby?" I asked and furrowing my eyebrows.

"Beyonce's."

"Mama why is she over there?" I groaned and she looked taked back.

"I figures you guhs were good plus I don't know what this place was like I don't even know if shes allowed to be here. Anyway what happened?" She crossed her arms and we sat down on the bench.

"Nothing happened she just stopped coming here."

She crossed her arms at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Gul stop bein so stubrn and open ya eyes." She said her accent showing as she grew annoyed.

"Open my eyes to what."

"I don't think you should be pining over Beyonce. Clearly if that gal wated ya she'd be here to ta see ya." She said and I sighed.

"You weren't here to listen to what she was saying when she visited me amd Beyonce's not the type to string people along. That's more like me." I crossed my arms and muttered the last part.

"Just take ma advice fa once. Stop pining over ha if your ment to be she'll come back. Okay. You young and you have ya whole like ahead of ya. Don't waste ya good times on what isn't me ta be." She said and caressed my cheek and my face dropped.

"Okay." I sighed as my vision started to get blurry.

"Oh don't cry gal. It'll be okay." She pulled me in for a hug and I cried into her neck.