lemon drop » brallon

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a/n self harm and suicidal thought trigger warning! stay safe b

lemon-dr0p-boy: hiya!  (✿˵◕‿◕˵)
djw47: hey cutie
lemon-dr0p-boy: mornin! how are ya?
djw47: i'm great. wyd
lemon-dr0p-boy: shoppin for new panties
lemon-dr0p-boy: wyd?
lemon-dr0p-boy: uh oh
lemon-dr0p-boy: did i say somethin wrong?
lemon-dr0p-boy: dally?  (◕‸ ◕✿) *pout*
djw47: hey. sorry. my friend josh was being an ass
lemon-dr0p-boy: uh oh. was he bein mean?
djw47: yeah. he was teasing me about talking to you.
lemon-dr0p-boy: yucky. he sounds rude
djw47: he usually isn't. there was some guy at the mall flirting with me and i told josh id rather flirt with you
lemon-dr0p-boy: aww ur makin me blush!!
djw47: good. you remind me of someone
lemon-dr0p-boy: who?
djw47: my friend brendon. you're both fem boys, you both love lemon drops, and you both call me dally

dallon takes a quick picture of brendon. brendon was on his phone while eating his lunch. they were in the mall food court.

lemon-dr0p-boy: he's pretty ):
djw47: yeah. he is. i used to like him
lemon-dr0p-boy: why don't you anymore?
djw47: because i like you!
lemon-dr0p-boy: oh! 'm so silly sometimes
djw47: you are. ttyl ok? i have to go
lemon-dr0p-boy: oh ok. bye bye!

dallon walks around the mall with tiny brendon clinging to him. large crowds made the little boy anxious. that was something dallon liked about brendon. he liked the way he clung to him in the halls and on crowded sidewalks and in the mall. it made dallon feel special. why did brendon chose to cling to dallon? dallon didn't know. but brendon did.

dallon cared about brendon. he wanted him safe. dallon was safe. brendon's mind drifts back to the night when they were 15.

they were all in josh's basement. it was the first time brendon had met tyler. brendon had a crush on josh back then. who didn't? "i need to use the restroom." brendon says and stands up. his fingers go into his pocket and touch the cool blade inside. tyler was prettier than him. josh was falling for tyler. he would never fall for brendon. brendon was horrible. he was going to die alone. he was unlovable. brendon shuts the door of the dun's blue painted bathroom. he sits on the toilet (with the lid closed) and pulls up the side of his skirt. he reaches into his hoodie pocket and grabs the blade. he stares at it and sniffles softly. he drags the blade across his milky thighs and long arms. this seemed to be the only thing that kept the tiny boy stable. the only thing- the door opens. "hey brendon. laura said-" dallon stares at the boy in front of him. he slowly steps in and shuts the door behind him. "are you ok?" he whispers softly. he takes the blade and sets it in the sink. he pulls brendon into his lap (ignoring the blood staining his clothes). brendon shakes his head and starts sobbing. "no one's ever gonna love me." he cries into dallon's chest. dallon stays quiet and holds brendon close. he would love brendon any day. he held brendon's shaking little body until he fell asleep. after he fell asleep dallon cleaned and bandaged brendon's fresh cuts. dallon cared.