I didn't go for you because you were the smartest,of the funniest,or the cutest.
I went for you because you were the only one who would have me.
who would go for a depressed suicidal girl with more problems than you can count when...you don't have to?
So when the time came I lay my head next to yours and let your lips meet mine.simply because I was desperate for love.desperate to feel worthy.desperate to feel cared for .
Desperate to feel like I wasn't alone
So do not use the fact that we had a relationship against me.
Because when I look back at those times of desperation....I have never felt more disgusted with myself.
DU LIEST GERADE
is it still a joke now?
PoetryThe utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )
