i really just dont care
i dont even want to stop
i can't be bothered to try
what is the point
Im just going to do it again
what is the point in living if there is nothing to live for?
no one understands-not really.
no one.. gets what its like.
to constantly have a pain eating away at you. i dont just get depressed once in a while,no its there all the time.to literally feel sickened by who you are. to have so much self hatred you dont even want to live.to be so sad.. that you cry yourself to sleep. to feel so fake from putting on a fake smile that one day you just had enough. because one day.. your going to be gone.and you know it.
And i understand Im a nuisance.
And i understand Im a burden
And i understand i dont let people in.
And i understand Im hard to talk to.
but you need to understand that when Im gone,And trust me the time will come, you will never see me again and your gonna wish you would have tried to talk,tried to understand. but you couldn't have...no one will ever truly understand. because i will never let them.
DU LIEST GERADE
is it still a joke now?
PoetryThe utter most inner thoughts and feelings of one who has but no other way to express them and therefore without a pen a paper she very much may spontaneously combust in an explosion of secrets bottled up for far far too long. : )
