Adopted By Ryan Ross

7

Lilah's Pov * smut and ddlg/mdlg stuff* ALSO! TRIGGER WARNING EATING DISORDER.
I woke up to horrible cramps. Horray. I groaned and rolled out of bed. I fell onto the ground and groaned.

" Are you okay? " Ryan asks opening my bedroom door.

I groaned even louder.

" What's wrong? " Ryan asks sitting next to me.

I brought my knees to my chest and hugged them, groaning.

" Oooh... Go take a shower, ill get you some tea and ibuprofen. " Ryan says gently.

I stood up and made my way to the bathroom. I put the shower on the warmest temperature and got in. I washed my entire body and quickly dried off. I slipped on a pair of sweatpants and a tank top.

I went into the living room and groaned. Ryan handed me a cup of tea and some ibuprofen.

" 1:30? " I ask bitting my lip.

" Yep. Not too hot but hot enough. " Ryan says giggling.

" Thanks. " I mumble.

I take a sip of the tea and pour the pills into my mouth. Ryan sat next to me and turned on the tv.

" Ry. I think I'm ready to go back to school. " I mumble.

" Really? Are you sure? " Ryan asks.

" Its the last week to audition for cheerleading so... Yeah. " I say softly.

Ryan looked at me, wide-eyed. " I never thought of you as the one to cheer. "

" Eh. I like to show people that I'm better than them. " I say smiling a tiny bit.

" You really are a bitch, aren't you? " Ryan asks laughing.

" That's what you have to be if you want to get what you want. " I say smirking.

Ryan laughed. " Well. You can go back tomorrow and prove everyone that you're better than them. "

I nod. " Yeah. I'm probably also going to audition for beauty and the beast. "

" Oh yeah! You'd be a great beast. " Ryan says smirking.

" Shut up. " I say punching his knee.

Ryan laughed. " Well, I'm sure you'll get the part that you want. "

" Yep! " I say smiling.

" Brendon might come over so like... Yeah. " Ryan says ruffling his hair.

" Dirty bum secks? " I ask giggling.

" No! " Ryan shouts laughing.

" kinky. " I say winking.

" We're just friends! " Ryan says blushing.

" That's unfortunate. " I say giggling.

" Hush. " Ryan says smiling.

I curl into his side and open Instagram. I have a personal and a fan account. I decided to check the personal account to see if there were any band updates. I had 5 direct messages. All of them telling me that I'm ugly and that I should kill myself.

" Ry, do you think I'm ugly? " I ask softly.

" No! Not at all! "

" Are you just saying that so you won't hurt me? If you are, just tell me the truth. I can take it. "

" You're not ugly, you are very very pretty. " Ryan says playing with my hair.

" other people don't think so. " I mumble.