I can't.....I can't hide it....
I'm sorry if I'm venting right now....my mom is using my messenger for texting my father and they're arguing..... My mom is still doing the same thing over and over again and I just wanted to end...I keep praying for it to end!!
I can't stand seeing them arguing in my phone anymore.....I'm tired....even during Christmas break, they're still make me feel miserable... I'm done with my mom using my account...I didn't want to cry...
I'm not even crying right now....but I'm crying inside...
I never vent most of the time because I'm hiding my emotions....
The emotions of my mom calling me "ugly" or "you won't have any friends of you'll look like that".....
I have friends...not just here or in the internet...but also IRL....
And right now, I'm looking at the messages and I wished I can cry......my father isn't always with me and my mom.... I'm just
I'm just...done....with everything to make me feel happy.....
No I won't hurt myself...I'm not going to do that....but.....I can't pretend that everything is ok now....
I'll try my best to be ok.....
Sorry for venting once again....
