*sigh*.....I really miss my first internet friend right now......
She wasn't been active for almost a year....
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...I remembered how we first met....We met each other at YouTube, commenting on a Poth Video.... We comment and we became friends right off the bat.....
She was at least 2-3 years younger than me but still....
She was good in animating and drawing...
And we started to become friends in Messenger..that time, my mom didn't use my account....
I always RP with her with Poth...then we talked about our drawings..we vent to get and comforted together...
And then I remembered shipping her character with June...(This was before June's other canon boyfriend)...It was cute..
Then....she stopped being active in a while...
The last time we chat was at the start of June 2018......
And the last time she was active was somewhere November.....
That's also the last time we talked in YouTube.....she said that she'll try to be active again....
But...I always thought "Maybe she's busy or maybe she's grounded"... which is understandable...but...
I....I can't get the fact that I really miss her as a dear friend.....
I miss the RPs we did...I miss the times we show our drawings...
I just...miss her...
I'm praying for the day we chat again...
I'm a patient person and I understand on how busy she is....
I just hope we can talk again
Sorry if I'm venting this right now....I'm supposed to Pm to anyone about this but you guys might be sleeping...sooo yeah...
Sorry once again
