Baby ♡ (jylan)

Let's Talk About Our Future (Part 2) ♡

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PS : i'll be doing my best to update as much as i can. time is kinda annoying since i have a concert for my chorus class in about 3 days and we have barely practiced! and on top of that, not gonna lie, i've been procrastinating a bit due to stress. 🙈 sorry about that, loves. anyways, back to the story! 😂💘

* Jackson's POV *

My mind has been swaying back and forth today. Mainly because of what happened earlier in the living room. I keep having ideas of Dylan not wanting a future with me, and that's why he reacted the way he did. Or Dylan wanting a future with me and him just not being ready yet. I mean, I've been dying to take our relationship to the next level for the longest time now. Dylan and I having kids sounds so incredible. But I wouldn't dare mention it to him. The last thing I would wanna do is hurt our relationship by being selfish.
What if he really isn't ready?
What if I'm moving too fast for him?
I would never want him to feel pressured.
I'm debating on whether I should tell Dylan how I feel. I mean, we promised each other the night we started dating that we would never keep anything from each other.
After a little while, I finally make up my mind.
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(sorry to keep you all waiting haha ; the actual chapter will begin...NOW!)
 
Bed , 10 pm

Dylan and I are currently laying in bed, cuddled up in each other's arms. Nothing is on. No TV. No Netflix. Nothing. We're just listening to the sounds of each other's breathing. Which is, not gonna lie, my favorite way to fall asleep with the love of my life.
I roll over onto my back, staring at the ceiling.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Dylan lift his head and reach out to hold my hand.
"Are you okay, babe?" he asks, with concern in his voice.
I sigh. I don't wanna worry him. But at the same time, I wanna let him know how I feel.
"J-Jackson? Are you okay baby boy?" he asks again, this time placing his hand on the side of my face.
"Dyl, d-do you ever wonder if things were..different?" I ask, looking back into his eyes.
He gives me a confused look, stroking my face with his thumb.
"Different how, babe?" he asks. "I mean, we agreed that this is what we both wanted. To spend the rest of our lives together. In our dream home. D-Do you not want this anymore?" he asks with a mixture of pain, confusion, and concern in his voice.
"Dyl, I'm not talking about where we live. I'm talking about the way we live. You know...our future," I reply.
He still has the same confused look on his face. It stays like that for a moment then relaxes into a rested face.
"You mean like marriage and kids, don't you?" he asks.
I nod, slowly.
"More kids, but yes," I reply.
He sighs, gives me a quick, wet kiss on my lips, and lays back down. He closes his eyes.
He just ignored me.
What does this mean? Does he not love me anymore? Does he not want a future? Does he think we'll break up before anything gets serious between us?
Oh my god. Please no. 💔
"D-Dylan? Do you not want kids someday?" I ask. 
Ever since we met, we've been talking about our future together. About marriage. About kids. About growing old together.
He sits up and looks me in the eyes.

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