You're My Medication - Gerard Way Fanfic

Part 3

‘Okay im changing how I write it to point of views then when im describing things It will be in the past tense I think im not really sure but yeah anyway.’

*Gees POV*

Me and Melanie talked for 4 hours non stop, laughing, joking, just getting on like we had known each other our whole lives. I know I ignored her a lot at school and I learnt loads about her, about her life inEngland, all her favourite bands, what she wants to do when she grows up. And she learned all the same about me, apart from theEnglandpart but I told her a bit about my life and why I decided to get drunk that night, she doesn’t know everything but she understands that sometimes it’s hard to speak to people about you feelings. For me it usually is, I usually hate it. But with her, it’s different. She gets me.

When she left, I promised her that I wouldn’t get drunk like that again, and I won’t. It’s not fair to Mikey, he’s the one that has to deal with this it’s not fair on him. It’s strange but for once I want Monday to come, I want to see her at school, maybe having a friend that I can laugh with will help the dreadfulness of school. I just hope that because we are hanging out then they won’t beat us up even more.

Right now I’m in my room; I imagine what would’ve happened on that night when she laid me in bed. Thinking about it makes me smile, she is the first person outside family who cares about me. I look down at my sketch, the curve of her neck, her bright eyes, the way her black hair flows so perfectly and never looks a stand out of place. I looked into the eyes I sketched, I kissed my hand and placed it on her lips. I look out my window at the Big Dipper, thinking of her. I Smile and slide into bed and fall asleep. For the best nights sleep I’ve ever had.

*fast forward to Monday morning*

I feel a big soft thing in my face, I open my eyes and look up to see my little brother looking at me with his usual poker face, a pillow in front of me. ‘We have to go, we’re going to be late for school, yet again, because of you.’ I look over at the clock and see the time, school starts in 5 minutes. I live 10 minutes away from school. Fuck. I hurry out of bed, jump into yesterdays skinnies, throw on my Smashing Pumpkins and hurry out my room. Mikey greets me with some delicious coffee; I give him an approving nod and swallow down the coffee. 5 minutes later I’m ready for school. We run out the door and start running to school. I told Melanie I would meet her before school. I curse under my breath and grab my phone, I have 3 texts.

1st text: ‘Hey, I’m nearly here, how long will you be?’

2nd text: ‘I’m here :)’

3rd text: ‘I’m going into class, since you probably don’t give a shit and can’t be fucked to meet me’

‘Oh my god, I am so sorry, I slept in, I’ll be in school in 5 mins – Gerard x’ I quickly text back then carry on running.

By the time I reach school I’m sweating, Mikey ran off to his lesson and I just stand in front of my door. Another lesson getting told of for shit that isn’t my fault, I cannot be bothered. I run my hand through my messy black hair and stumble in mumbling ‘sorry I’m late Miss’ to my English teacher. She shouts at me for being late and I don’t really listen. After her speech I mumble ‘sorry’ and shuffle to my normal place at the back of the room. However there is someone sitting in one of the seats. It’s Melanie, I smile at her and she just looks down. I shake it off and sit down next to her grabbing out my books.

*Melanie’s POV*

I’m mad at Gerard, I know its not his fault he “overslept” I guess I just thought that after me kind of saving his life and he was being nice to me on the Saturday he maybe liked me and would’ve wanted to see me. I get that he doesn’t want to see me, no one does, that’s why I’ve never had any friends since I’ve moved. I guess he was just being nice to me on the Saturday, to be nice since I was nice to him. Urg I overthink too much. Our English teacher writes up the task on the board and goes to sit down at her desk marking other work. I read what it says and its ‘with your partner, draw a 20-part storyboard/comic about the book we finished last week – The Choice by Nicolas Sparks (cant think of a book and I saw this book first :3). You have 2 lessons to finish this.’

I look up at Gerard and he was already looking at me, I blush and bow my head. ‘How are we going to do this?’ I ask him finally lifting my head knowing my face was its pale self again. ‘how about first we split the book into the 20 parts we are going to do, write in the little captions then do the drawings last so we know what to draw?’ he suggested. ‘yeah that sounds good, I’ll go get some paper.’ I walk up to the front of the classroom avoiding people’s feet trying to trip me and paper being thrown my way. After the trip through no mans land I get the paper and get back to the desk.

After English we both go to our separate math classes. English was pretty awkward, we didn’t speak much, Gerard was trying to apologize and I kept on telling him it was fine but that just made it awkward. This is so horrible, I just want to be able to talk to him properly, I really like him, ive never felt this way before.  Maths was boring, we did algebra but I just couldn’t stop thinking of his adorable little smile. That didn’t help for me trying to answer the equations; I was rubbish at it anyway without his distractions. After that it was break, I just spent it hiding in the girls toilets, as dirty as they were, people couldn’t hurt me there. I then had Chemistry and Geography. He was in my chemistry class and he kept glancing at me then looking away when I saw him, but we didn’t speak. Its lunch now. I hurry off to hide in the maths block and eat my lunch alone, in peace but I get stopped by Alexia and her troupe of fake plastic bullies. Shit I mumble before they start attacking me, kicking me, punching me, slapping me, just generally hurting me. I didn’t even try to stop it I gave that up ages ago. I was just about to black out when I felt them being torn off me. I heard his voice shouting, ‘get the fuck off her you slag don’t you dare touch her again’.

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A/N okay its late and i have to get up early tomorrow night school shopping :( so i didnt have time to check it so if there is mistakes im sorry:( anyway hope you like it sorry i didnt upload sooner i thought people didnt like it but 3 people do;p so yeah bye ;3